Post by Helen on Oct 23, 2013 2:00:12 GMT -5
Okay so seriously so many people in this game piss me the fuck off like I could go to each of their houses and fuck their puppy UGH!
The end of last round already left me in a real uncomfortable spot with Peter. I didn't think much of his decision to nominate Deana at first until she called him out. Yesterday when I was talking to him, he told me how Judd accidentally told Deana that he (Peter) wanted to backdoor Deana, which made Peter angry. Deana sent Peter her a chat-log she had with Judd where Judd told Deana Peter wanted to backdoor her, which Peter did not say. It turned out that Judd did indeed misinterpret the information (shocker) and that Peter did not want to backdoor Deana? But he felt that he had burned all bridges with Deana so he nominated her instead? So Deana tries to expose Judd as being a liar and then Peter puts her up after he practically told everyone that he was going to put Ed up? I don't know, last round I gave Peter A LOT of credit but now I'm beginning to wonder if he's as smart as I think he is because what Deana said makes complete sense now that I think of it. So whatever, that was real annoying.
Last night I was working counting the numbers I had to keep Deana, thinking it would be myself, Amanda, Judd and HOPEFULLY Rhian as a swing vote. Unfortunately for me, Deana told me that Judd had ZERO intention of keeping her which completely ruined everything! If Judd was willing to keep her that would've just been one vote I had to work on getting for Deana but with Judd not in meant I had to ask GinaMarie and Rhian
(<< LOL love that smiley).
RANT TIME! I WILL BE USING CAPITAL LETTERS TO FURTHER CONVEY ANGER!
OKAY SERIOUSLY, SO I THOUGHT THE WHOLE POINT OF HAVING A FINAL FOUR ALLIANCE WAS THAT YOU WOULD HAVE PEOPLE WHO WOULD HAVE YOUR BACK! I ALREADY DID RHIAN AND GM A FAVOR BY VOTING TO EVICT SAM OVER ED THAT ONE WEEK WHEN I WAS THE SWING VOTE AND I NEEDED THEM TO VOTE OUT JADE BECAUSE IF JADE STAYS AND ED WINS HOH WHICH HE PROBABLY WILL SINCE HE'S A FUCKING COMPETITION SLUT HE'S DEFINITELY GOING TO PUT UP ME AND AMANDA TOGETHER! I REPEATED IT OVER AND OVER IN PLAIN ENGLISH NOT CHINESE OR FRENCH, PLAIN ENGLISH YET RHIAN AND GINAMARIE COULD'VE CARED LESS! LIKE SERIOUSLY I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO ANNOYED WITH THIS GAME UNTIL NOW! GINAMARIE DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THE POINT OF KEEPING DEANA BECAUSE EITHER WAY ED WAS STILL GOING TO TARGET AMANDA, HELLO GINAMARIE I TOLD YOU LIKE A THOUSAND AND ONE TIMES IF DEANA STAYS THEN ED WOULD AT LEAST GO AFTER AMANDA AND DEANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOULD YOU RATHER HAVE TWO OF YOUR FINAL FOUR MEMBERS BE NOMINATED AT THE SAME TIME OR JUST ONE?! OBVIOUSLY YOU WANT TO KEEP JADE BECAUSE SHE PICKED YOU FOR THE VETO AND I KNOW YOU AND ED MUST HAVE SOMETHING BUT FOR THE LOVE OF GOD I WAS THE FUCKING SWING VOTE AND I KEPT ED OUT OF RESPECT FOR YOU AND YOUR FEELINGS EVEN THOUGH I KNEW I SHOULDN'T HAVE AND AS A RESULT SAM LEFT AND THEN SO DID FAYE AND DEANA AND NOW THAT I NEED YOUR HELP AND I'M PITCHING THE MOST LIKELY SCENARIO OF ED WINNING AND PUTTING ME AND AMANDA UP BECAUSE YOU'RE STILL GOING TO TELL ME YOU THINK IT'S IN "OUR" BEST INTERESTS TO KEEP JADE, UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE NOTHING TO OFFER ED WHATSOEVER I DON'T HAVE PREVIOUS CONNECTIONS WITH HIM LIKE YOU (PROBABLY) DO I WAS NEVER IN A POSITION OF POWER WHERE I COULD OFFER SAFETY TO HIM FOR ONE WEEK IF HE DID THE SAME AND QUITE FRANKLY I'VE GIVEN UP ON TALKING TO HIM BECAUSE I WAS HOPING HE WOULD'VE BEEN OUT NOW BUT HE'S STILL HERE AND YOU NOT REALIZING THAT HE NEEDS TO GO FOR THE SAKE OF OUR FINAL FOUR REALLY PISSES ME OFF OH MY GOD. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY AMANDA WANTED DEANA TO STAY. IT'S BECAUSE IF DEANA STAYS, ONLY ONE OF US FOUR WILL GET PUT ON THE BLOCK IF ED WINS. JADE STAYS. IT'S ME AND FUCKING AMANDA TWO PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY HAVE YOUR BACK IN THIS GAME BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE CONCERNED ABOUT DEANA WINNING AND NOMINATING YOU WHEN IT'S OBVIOUS SHE HAS PETER AND ED TO TARGET! AT THE VERY LEAST YOU WOULD'VE BEEN A REPLACEMENT NOMINEE IN THE RARE EVENT DEANA WON AND NEEDED A REPLACEMENT NOMINEE BUT EVEN SO YOU WOULD HAVE VOTES TO STAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO AFTER FAILING MISERABLY WITH GINAMARIE I WAITED FOR RHIAN TO COME UP BECAUSE SHE'S APPARENTLY THE QUEEN AND WE CAN ONLY LISTEN TO WHATEVER DECISIONS SHE MAKES. SHE WEARS THE CROWN SHE CALLS THE SHOTS AND THEN TOSSES US TO THE SIDE WHEN SHE'S DONE! I'M GETTING FUCKED IN THE ASS AND IT DOESN'T EVEN FEEL GOOD! AND WHEN SHE FINALLY COMES ONLINE SHE TELLS ME THE SAME THING GINAMARIE SAYS! SERIOUSLY OMG! THEN SHE SEEMED TO BE GETTING ANNOYED WITH ME, "QUITE FRANKLY I'M SO SICK OF THIS GAME REVOLVING AROUND ED FOR SO MUCH I WISH HE COULD'VE JUST LEFT THIS WEEK!" (HE ACTUALLY COULD'VE LEFT TWO WEEKS AGO IF YOU VOTED HIM OUT OVER SAM!) THEN SHE WENT ON THIS SPIEL ABOUT HOW US GIRLS ARE GOING TO MAKE IT TO THE END AND EVEN IF AMANDA AND I DO GET NOMINATED WE'LL ALL PLAY FOR VETO AND WE'LL SAVE ONE OF YOU GUYS AND STILL CONTROL THE VOTES BLAHFUCKINGBLAH? LIKE SERIOUSLY I'M NOT A FUCKING RETARD I'M A FUCKING STANFORD EDUCATED STUDENT WHO WAS JUST STUPID ENOUGH TO THINK YOU GUYS MIGHT ACTUALLY GIVE A FUCK ABOUT MY WELL BEING BUT CLEARLY YOU DON'T! SILLY ME FOR NOT FABRICATING FRIENDSHIPS WITH THIS ENTIRE HOUSE, I THOUGHT THAT'S WHAT ALLIANCES WERE FOR! AND THEN AFTER I FINALLY CAVE IN AND AGREE TO EVICT DEANA THEN RHIAN GOES "BUT I DON'T WANT YOU AND AMANDA TO BE MAD OR FEEL YOU'RE IN TROUBLE!" OKAY THEN FUCKING EVICT JADE, IT'S NOT THAT COMPLICATED! AMANDA FUCKING PUT HERSELF OUT THERE FOR US SHE GOT SAM OUT FOR US AND NOW HAS TO SUFFER THE WRATH OF ED AS A RESULT AND NONE OF US LISTENED TO HER REQUEST TO GET ED OUT (EXCEPT FOR ME) AND NOW THAT AMANDA NEEDS THEM THEY JUST WANT TO BE LIKE "MEH, MAYBE NEXT ROUND WHEN I NEED YOU." IT'S SO FUCKING IRRITATING AND NOW I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE I STAND WITH RHIAN AND GM. IT'S WEIRD BECAUSE IN SPITE OF THEM BEING COMPLETE SELFISH PLAYERS I STILL (HAVE) TO TRUST THEM, AND IT'S LIKE, YEAH IT'S GREAT TO BE "WORKING" WITH YOU GUYS BUT CAN YOU FUCKING STOP TARGETING PEOPLE THAT ARE POTENTIAL VOTES FOR ME JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO KICK THIS HOH'S ASS AND BRING THIS GAME TO MY COURT FOR FUCKING ONCE. SO FUCKING TIRED OF BEING EVERYONE'S FUCKING BITCH AND BEING USED FOR VOTES, I'M TIRED OF THINKING I'M PLAYING SUCH A GREAT FUCKING SOCIAL GAME WHEN EVERYONE IS PROBABLY LAUGHING AT ME IN THEIR DIARY ROOMS!
I WANT TO WIN THIS HOH SO FUCKING BAD!
The end of last round already left me in a real uncomfortable spot with Peter. I didn't think much of his decision to nominate Deana at first until she called him out. Yesterday when I was talking to him, he told me how Judd accidentally told Deana that he (Peter) wanted to backdoor Deana, which made Peter angry. Deana sent Peter her a chat-log she had with Judd where Judd told Deana Peter wanted to backdoor her, which Peter did not say. It turned out that Judd did indeed misinterpret the information (shocker) and that Peter did not want to backdoor Deana? But he felt that he had burned all bridges with Deana so he nominated her instead? So Deana tries to expose Judd as being a liar and then Peter puts her up after he practically told everyone that he was going to put Ed up? I don't know, last round I gave Peter A LOT of credit but now I'm beginning to wonder if he's as smart as I think he is because what Deana said makes complete sense now that I think of it. So whatever, that was real annoying.
Last night I was working counting the numbers I had to keep Deana, thinking it would be myself, Amanda, Judd and HOPEFULLY Rhian as a swing vote. Unfortunately for me, Deana told me that Judd had ZERO intention of keeping her which completely ruined everything! If Judd was willing to keep her that would've just been one vote I had to work on getting for Deana but with Judd not in meant I had to ask GinaMarie and Rhian
(<< LOL love that smiley).RANT TIME! I WILL BE USING CAPITAL LETTERS TO FURTHER CONVEY ANGER!
OKAY SERIOUSLY, SO I THOUGHT THE WHOLE POINT OF HAVING A FINAL FOUR ALLIANCE WAS THAT YOU WOULD HAVE PEOPLE WHO WOULD HAVE YOUR BACK! I ALREADY DID RHIAN AND GM A FAVOR BY VOTING TO EVICT SAM OVER ED THAT ONE WEEK WHEN I WAS THE SWING VOTE AND I NEEDED THEM TO VOTE OUT JADE BECAUSE IF JADE STAYS AND ED WINS HOH WHICH HE PROBABLY WILL SINCE HE'S A FUCKING COMPETITION SLUT HE'S DEFINITELY GOING TO PUT UP ME AND AMANDA TOGETHER! I REPEATED IT OVER AND OVER IN PLAIN ENGLISH NOT CHINESE OR FRENCH, PLAIN ENGLISH YET RHIAN AND GINAMARIE COULD'VE CARED LESS! LIKE SERIOUSLY I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO ANNOYED WITH THIS GAME UNTIL NOW! GINAMARIE DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THE POINT OF KEEPING DEANA BECAUSE EITHER WAY ED WAS STILL GOING TO TARGET AMANDA, HELLO GINAMARIE I TOLD YOU LIKE A THOUSAND AND ONE TIMES IF DEANA STAYS THEN ED WOULD AT LEAST GO AFTER AMANDA AND DEANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOULD YOU RATHER HAVE TWO OF YOUR FINAL FOUR MEMBERS BE NOMINATED AT THE SAME TIME OR JUST ONE?! OBVIOUSLY YOU WANT TO KEEP JADE BECAUSE SHE PICKED YOU FOR THE VETO AND I KNOW YOU AND ED MUST HAVE SOMETHING BUT FOR THE LOVE OF GOD I WAS THE FUCKING SWING VOTE AND I KEPT ED OUT OF RESPECT FOR YOU AND YOUR FEELINGS EVEN THOUGH I KNEW I SHOULDN'T HAVE AND AS A RESULT SAM LEFT AND THEN SO DID FAYE AND DEANA AND NOW THAT I NEED YOUR HELP AND I'M PITCHING THE MOST LIKELY SCENARIO OF ED WINNING AND PUTTING ME AND AMANDA UP BECAUSE YOU'RE STILL GOING TO TELL ME YOU THINK IT'S IN "OUR" BEST INTERESTS TO KEEP JADE, UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE NOTHING TO OFFER ED WHATSOEVER I DON'T HAVE PREVIOUS CONNECTIONS WITH HIM LIKE YOU (PROBABLY) DO I WAS NEVER IN A POSITION OF POWER WHERE I COULD OFFER SAFETY TO HIM FOR ONE WEEK IF HE DID THE SAME AND QUITE FRANKLY I'VE GIVEN UP ON TALKING TO HIM BECAUSE I WAS HOPING HE WOULD'VE BEEN OUT NOW BUT HE'S STILL HERE AND YOU NOT REALIZING THAT HE NEEDS TO GO FOR THE SAKE OF OUR FINAL FOUR REALLY PISSES ME OFF OH MY GOD. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY AMANDA WANTED DEANA TO STAY. IT'S BECAUSE IF DEANA STAYS, ONLY ONE OF US FOUR WILL GET PUT ON THE BLOCK IF ED WINS. JADE STAYS. IT'S ME AND FUCKING AMANDA TWO PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY HAVE YOUR BACK IN THIS GAME BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE CONCERNED ABOUT DEANA WINNING AND NOMINATING YOU WHEN IT'S OBVIOUS SHE HAS PETER AND ED TO TARGET! AT THE VERY LEAST YOU WOULD'VE BEEN A REPLACEMENT NOMINEE IN THE RARE EVENT DEANA WON AND NEEDED A REPLACEMENT NOMINEE BUT EVEN SO YOU WOULD HAVE VOTES TO STAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO AFTER FAILING MISERABLY WITH GINAMARIE I WAITED FOR RHIAN TO COME UP BECAUSE SHE'S APPARENTLY THE QUEEN AND WE CAN ONLY LISTEN TO WHATEVER DECISIONS SHE MAKES. SHE WEARS THE CROWN SHE CALLS THE SHOTS AND THEN TOSSES US TO THE SIDE WHEN SHE'S DONE! I'M GETTING FUCKED IN THE ASS AND IT DOESN'T EVEN FEEL GOOD! AND WHEN SHE FINALLY COMES ONLINE SHE TELLS ME THE SAME THING GINAMARIE SAYS! SERIOUSLY OMG! THEN SHE SEEMED TO BE GETTING ANNOYED WITH ME, "QUITE FRANKLY I'M SO SICK OF THIS GAME REVOLVING AROUND ED FOR SO MUCH I WISH HE COULD'VE JUST LEFT THIS WEEK!" (HE ACTUALLY COULD'VE LEFT TWO WEEKS AGO IF YOU VOTED HIM OUT OVER SAM!) THEN SHE WENT ON THIS SPIEL ABOUT HOW US GIRLS ARE GOING TO MAKE IT TO THE END AND EVEN IF AMANDA AND I DO GET NOMINATED WE'LL ALL PLAY FOR VETO AND WE'LL SAVE ONE OF YOU GUYS AND STILL CONTROL THE VOTES BLAHFUCKINGBLAH? LIKE SERIOUSLY I'M NOT A FUCKING RETARD I'M A FUCKING STANFORD EDUCATED STUDENT WHO WAS JUST STUPID ENOUGH TO THINK YOU GUYS MIGHT ACTUALLY GIVE A FUCK ABOUT MY WELL BEING BUT CLEARLY YOU DON'T! SILLY ME FOR NOT FABRICATING FRIENDSHIPS WITH THIS ENTIRE HOUSE, I THOUGHT THAT'S WHAT ALLIANCES WERE FOR! AND THEN AFTER I FINALLY CAVE IN AND AGREE TO EVICT DEANA THEN RHIAN GOES "BUT I DON'T WANT YOU AND AMANDA TO BE MAD OR FEEL YOU'RE IN TROUBLE!" OKAY THEN FUCKING EVICT JADE, IT'S NOT THAT COMPLICATED! AMANDA FUCKING PUT HERSELF OUT THERE FOR US SHE GOT SAM OUT FOR US AND NOW HAS TO SUFFER THE WRATH OF ED AS A RESULT AND NONE OF US LISTENED TO HER REQUEST TO GET ED OUT (EXCEPT FOR ME) AND NOW THAT AMANDA NEEDS THEM THEY JUST WANT TO BE LIKE "MEH, MAYBE NEXT ROUND WHEN I NEED YOU." IT'S SO FUCKING IRRITATING AND NOW I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE I STAND WITH RHIAN AND GM. IT'S WEIRD BECAUSE IN SPITE OF THEM BEING COMPLETE SELFISH PLAYERS I STILL (HAVE) TO TRUST THEM, AND IT'S LIKE, YEAH IT'S GREAT TO BE "WORKING" WITH YOU GUYS BUT CAN YOU FUCKING STOP TARGETING PEOPLE THAT ARE POTENTIAL VOTES FOR ME JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO KICK THIS HOH'S ASS AND BRING THIS GAME TO MY COURT FOR FUCKING ONCE. SO FUCKING TIRED OF BEING EVERYONE'S FUCKING BITCH AND BEING USED FOR VOTES, I'M TIRED OF THINKING I'M PLAYING SUCH A GREAT FUCKING SOCIAL GAME WHEN EVERYONE IS PROBABLY LAUGHING AT ME IN THEIR DIARY ROOMS!
I WANT TO WIN THIS HOH SO FUCKING BAD!
