GinaMarie Zimmerman [1st]
Jade Pietrantonio [2nd]
Ed Lower [3rd]
Rhian Sugden [4th]
Helen Kim [5th]
Peter Brown [6th]
Judd Daugherty [7th]
Amanda Zuckerman [8th]
Deana Uppal [9th]
Faye Palmer [10th]
Sam Wallace [11th]
Eric Stein [12th]
Bart Spring in 't Veld [13th]
Steven Daigle [14th]
Dan Gheesling [15th]
Jen Johnson [16th]
I do not feel safe whatsoever, but Amanda and I are having a good conversation with each other. We're accepting the fact that only one of us is going to make it next week and feel Rhian and GinaMarie are to thank for this ... it could be a completely blown out of proportion conspiracy theory but we know Rhian got Faye out because she wanted Faye out, and GM admitted to Amanda that she got Peter to backdoor Deana because she knew Ed was going to be the target. The two of them are basing their loyalty according to who is winning. They never had any intention of working with us. The numbers have been on their side all along, I wouldn't put it past them if they got Judd to put us both up. Trying to make it seem like it's out of control, Rhian throwing comps ... if I stay next week and I can pull an HOH win, I'll definitely keep everyone on their toes.
And I hope I get houseguest's choice so I can pick Jade for Veto lol. Someone with a worse track record than myself!
LOL, Rhian won Veto ... how funny, we'll see how much she stays to her "Girl Power" word. I wonder what excuse she'll come up with not to use it.
Me or Amanda are going home! Makes me sad. However, Rhian choosing to not use the Veto on either one of us will definitely lay down the foundations for me to turn against her and GinaMarie.
Rhian is being so clever, using the fact that GinaMarie would be a replacement nominee if she vetos one of us so she doesn't want to use it. I don't blame her, I honestly knew she wasn't going to use it and was just curious about what excuse she'd come up with to play it safe. She continues to be a mind fuck though. The conspiracy theorist in me thinks it's her ploy to get Amanda/myself out with a good logical reason behind it, the other part thinks she could actually be telling the truth because she's saying how this is all because of Deana and Judd is taking her word for everything. I still think my blown out of proportion conspiracy theory is correct though, lol. Assuming I stay, can you imagine the ridiculousness of Faye, Deana, and Amanda all leaving in consecutive weeks? Don't know what I'm going to do if I stay -- be a bottom bitch and get fucked by Rhian and GinaMarie and not enjoy it or go rogue if I win HOH and party alone? Haha. Like, there is no one I like that is left in this game lol!
Thank you so much for letting me be a part of such an amazing game and I am terribly sorry for being such a boring player lmao. This was my first ORG after a three year break and I didn't know what kind of gamestyle would work best for a noob with no pre-existing relationships, so I just played like myself in the real world! When I used to play heavily back in 2010, I was somewhat of a challenge threat! I was overwhelmingly shocked by the fierce competitiveness of the houseguests here, and realized that being out of it for just that short amount of time really had a big impact! I for sure thought I'd have won at a minimum four comps by now, with at least two HOH's! I felt a bit out of my league here, but I definitely tried my hardest in everything I played! I always got evicted/voted out in the Final 5, so my goal has always been to make to make it to the Final Four. Obviously I'd love to win lol but if I couldn't, a Final Four finish would be golden for me! Unfortunately that endgame may not occur here, but regardless you have all been a great group of people to work with and I hope to come across you in some other games or play in some that you host! Sorry if this turned into a Big Brother 15 for you all, I'm definitely going to try to turn the house around if I manage to stay another week and end up with some power! Wish I could've stuck around to qualify for All-Stars and go all Quarter Quell on some of you, lol!
Sincerely,
Helen
PS.
If anyone of you guys plan on watching the television show Scandal (starring Kerry Washington), please don't read my goodbye post in the Eviction thread. I plan on saying some crude things to Judd as well as spoil the rest of the show for him. Love you guys!
Rhian's Veto Ceremony Speech basically equals, "I'm going to exert zero effort into protecting either of the two, and I will continue on my way to win the game."