Post by sam on Nov 14, 2013 1:46:47 GMT -5
So it was a really fun season, thank you Kat and Shir for hosting another great game. It was a pleasure to meet most of you, even for what little time I was here for. I could say it was a pleasure to meet all of you but we'd all be lying then wouldn't we 
So my diary rooms can sometimes get a little harsh, please know that everything written was said in the heat of the moment and not to take anything personal. The last thing I wanted to do was hurt anyone's feelings.
You're also going to read that I was trying to align with all of you
except for Faye, who I would have worked on! But I heard her and Deana started talking shit about me so I figured lost cause. As far as loyalty goes, I really liked most of you I would have taken all of you, as far as I could. I did have an ideal group that I would have fought to the death to take to the end and that was GM, Ed, Jade, Deana (until Survivor week) Judd. Whatever you read, know that my true loyaly lied with you five.
So my diary rooms can sometimes get a little harsh, please know that everything written was said in the heat of the moment and not to take anything personal. The last thing I wanted to do was hurt anyone's feelings. You're also going to read that I was trying to align with all of you
except for Faye, who I would have worked on! But I heard her and Deana started talking shit about me so I figured lost cause. As far as loyalty goes, I really liked most of you I would have taken all of you, as far as I could. I did have an ideal group that I would have fought to the death to take to the end and that was GM, Ed, Jade, Deana (until Survivor week) Judd. Whatever you read, know that my true loyaly lied with you five. Jen- I really don't have a lot to say about you, you left so early! But then you called Deana a cunt, really out of nowhere and It made me like you, I wish you could have stayed longer
Dan- So I'm not sure how big of a part I actually played in your eviction, but I did want you gone the week you left. I did try to convinced everyone you, Bart, Eric, Steven were in a boys alliance so that probably didn't help. Ed told me about the guys alliance Steven made and I really wanted it broken up, so I substituted you and Bart in, to protect Judd and Ed. So sorry about that
Steven- LOL... On a personal note, I did enjoy talking to you until you flipped out. Giving out your numbers to everyone was nothing but a game move, I needed you out so I could take over your alliance.
Bart- I'm sorry we never got to talk and that's one of the reasons why you got the short end of the stick and had to be nominated after Steven quit. Definitely wish I went in a different direction with that one.
Eric- I never wanted you gone survivor week, but I wasn't going to fight to keep you. Steven quitting gave me a chance to get close to you and work my way into the alliance like I planned and then everything went south. You leaving was not a good week at all and looking back, I probably should have fought hard to keep you.
Faye- We really didn't get to talk much either. I think we actually could have been friends and worked well together, sadly rumors got in the way. I feel like had you not been connected to Deana, I would have been able to communicate with you more. Sorry about that too (Also you're not boring
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Deana- Oh Deana. Wow, so that went bad quickly. I enjoyed talking to you once I got to know you. I thought you would be a great ally, as mentioned I was 100% loyal to you. Then it all seemed to turn on a dime, i don't know if it was just rumors or if you're just extremely fake but once I was no longer HOH til the day I was evicted. Everyday, I would hear some new rumor you said about me and how much you hated me. Maybe it was just people spreading lies, maybe I should have talked to you but from where I stood you hated me with passion for really no reason.
Amanda- Oh my favorite! Your eviction brought my so much joy! You actually were one of the people I wanted to give 100% too but you were just too much of a nutjob for anyone to trust First, let's go back to the start of our lovely friendship, I think it was week 2? You begging Ed and I to please help you make jury, remember that? That's when I knew there was some screws loose. I might have wanted you gone week 2 because I know you were crazy and not to be trusted, in the back of my mind I always thought if you won HOH, you would do something crazy and nominate me... When I won HOH, we were at a point where I actually felt good with you, I thought you were a friend. Very popular suggestion that I should nominate you but stupid me, defended you through all of that. In fact I defended you up until you won HOH. Did I say things that made it seem like I wasn't close to you? Um yeah cause see the point of the game is to hide your alliances.. I know you don't get that cause you have no idea how to play the game but that's how it works. After I was gone, you kept proving to be a bigger bitch, your name calling towards Judd for one... Then you want to blame it all on Rhian when you're evicted? Bitch please, don't blame Rhian for your stupidity.. Finally, I'll just say I'm glad we met. Now I can finally say that I have meant the biggest, most unstable bitch in the entire world and I feel sorry for anyone that steps into your little smoothie shop and I can only hope that I never have to interact with any of your 17 personalities ever again.
Judd- I hated seeing you evicted! The most frustrating thing about you was you never opening up to me! Led to such horrible conversations but I'm glad we talked and I wish you nothing but the best
Peter- Peter, I really didn't know anything about you. I made an alliance with you, but that was more of my align with everyone plan than actual real alliance. So to answer the question you asked before I was evicted. No, I had no plans of staying loyal to you. I do wish it was different though and I wish we could have worked closely together, cause I still think you played the game so good.
Helen- WTF bitch you go to disneyland and don't bring me no presents! You're on my list! Helen, it was amazing talking to you, I had so much fun. I only wish we could have talked more, I mean we didn't even get to talk Scandal!!
Rhian- Wow, you are ruthless. I would have hated playing with you down the line and that's why I didn't include you on the list of people I was loyal to. You scare me and at one point I would have tried to get rid of you, but you got me first As a fan, you were one of my favorite players. And personally, everytime we talked was great! I know you were the one that turned Amanda against me cause the things Amanda told me I only said to four people: You, Ed, Jade, GM. I knew Ed and Jade would never, I liked to think GM wouldn't but now I'm thinking she might have had a part in getting me out. Regardless, no hard feelings. I meant what I said when I left, that personally I still adore you, no matter what you did in the game. I'm so happy you were in the final 4.
Ed- My Lover <333 I'm so thankful for you! I would have never made it without you! You're the first and truest alliance I made and I'm so glad when everything else was going insane we could still talk and laugh at how crazy these people were. I'm so happy to be your friend (Also we were the star duo of this season people, know that!)
Jade- My other lover <33 Congrats on making it to the end girl! We kinda lost touch at the end but I did enjoyed the talks we had and I'm so glad you're in the final 2! At least I can say I ended the game, making a few new friends! (JAM Forever
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GM- The biggest shocker to me in jury was you actually winning a competition Again, I don't know how you played the game but much like Rhian, however you played. No hard feelings with me and I still enjoyed the times we had speaking to each other.
So thank you Kat, Shir, HC and all of you for putting up with me. You may now proceed to my DR, thank you and keep hands to your side at all times throughout the tour
Dan- So I'm not sure how big of a part I actually played in your eviction, but I did want you gone the week you left. I did try to convinced everyone you, Bart, Eric, Steven were in a boys alliance so that probably didn't help. Ed told me about the guys alliance Steven made and I really wanted it broken up, so I substituted you and Bart in, to protect Judd and Ed. So sorry about that
Steven- LOL... On a personal note, I did enjoy talking to you until you flipped out. Giving out your numbers to everyone was nothing but a game move, I needed you out so I could take over your alliance.
Bart- I'm sorry we never got to talk and that's one of the reasons why you got the short end of the stick and had to be nominated after Steven quit. Definitely wish I went in a different direction with that one.
Eric- I never wanted you gone survivor week, but I wasn't going to fight to keep you. Steven quitting gave me a chance to get close to you and work my way into the alliance like I planned and then everything went south. You leaving was not a good week at all and looking back, I probably should have fought hard to keep you.
Faye- We really didn't get to talk much either. I think we actually could have been friends and worked well together, sadly rumors got in the way. I feel like had you not been connected to Deana, I would have been able to communicate with you more. Sorry about that too (Also you're not boring
)Deana- Oh Deana. Wow, so that went bad quickly. I enjoyed talking to you once I got to know you. I thought you would be a great ally, as mentioned I was 100% loyal to you. Then it all seemed to turn on a dime, i don't know if it was just rumors or if you're just extremely fake but once I was no longer HOH til the day I was evicted. Everyday, I would hear some new rumor you said about me and how much you hated me. Maybe it was just people spreading lies, maybe I should have talked to you but from where I stood you hated me with passion for really no reason.
Amanda- Oh my favorite! Your eviction brought my so much joy! You actually were one of the people I wanted to give 100% too but you were just too much of a nutjob for anyone to trust First, let's go back to the start of our lovely friendship, I think it was week 2? You begging Ed and I to please help you make jury, remember that? That's when I knew there was some screws loose. I might have wanted you gone week 2 because I know you were crazy and not to be trusted, in the back of my mind I always thought if you won HOH, you would do something crazy and nominate me... When I won HOH, we were at a point where I actually felt good with you, I thought you were a friend. Very popular suggestion that I should nominate you but stupid me, defended you through all of that. In fact I defended you up until you won HOH. Did I say things that made it seem like I wasn't close to you? Um yeah cause see the point of the game is to hide your alliances.. I know you don't get that cause you have no idea how to play the game but that's how it works. After I was gone, you kept proving to be a bigger bitch, your name calling towards Judd for one... Then you want to blame it all on Rhian when you're evicted? Bitch please, don't blame Rhian for your stupidity.. Finally, I'll just say I'm glad we met. Now I can finally say that I have meant the biggest, most unstable bitch in the entire world and I feel sorry for anyone that steps into your little smoothie shop and I can only hope that I never have to interact with any of your 17 personalities ever again.
Judd- I hated seeing you evicted! The most frustrating thing about you was you never opening up to me! Led to such horrible conversations but I'm glad we talked and I wish you nothing but the best
Peter- Peter, I really didn't know anything about you. I made an alliance with you, but that was more of my align with everyone plan than actual real alliance. So to answer the question you asked before I was evicted. No, I had no plans of staying loyal to you. I do wish it was different though and I wish we could have worked closely together, cause I still think you played the game so good.
Helen- WTF bitch you go to disneyland and don't bring me no presents! You're on my list!
Helen, it was amazing talking to you, I had so much fun. I only wish we could have talked more, I mean we didn't even get to talk Scandal!!Rhian- Wow, you are ruthless. I would have hated playing with you down the line and that's why I didn't include you on the list of people I was loyal to. You scare me and at one point I would have tried to get rid of you, but you got me first
As a fan, you were one of my favorite players. And personally, everytime we talked was great! I know you were the one that turned Amanda against me cause the things Amanda told me I only said to four people: You, Ed, Jade, GM. I knew Ed and Jade would never, I liked to think GM wouldn't but now I'm thinking she might have had a part in getting me out. Regardless, no hard feelings. I meant what I said when I left, that personally I still adore you, no matter what you did in the game. I'm so happy you were in the final 4.Ed- My Lover <333 I'm so thankful for you! I would have never made it without you! You're the first and truest alliance I made and I'm so glad when everything else was going insane we could still talk and laugh at how crazy these people were. I'm so happy to be your friend
(Also we were the star duo of this season people, know that!)Jade- My other lover <33 Congrats on making it to the end girl! We kinda lost touch at the end but I did enjoyed the talks we had and I'm so glad you're in the final 2! At least I can say I ended the game, making a few new friends! (JAM Forever
) GM- The biggest shocker to me in jury was you actually winning a competition
Again, I don't know how you played the game but much like Rhian, however you played. No hard feelings with me and I still enjoyed the times we had speaking to each other.So thank you Kat, Shir, HC and all of you for putting up with me. You may now proceed to my DR, thank you and keep hands to your side at all times throughout the tour
