GinaMarie Zimmerman [1st]
Jade Pietrantonio [2nd]
Ed Lower [3rd]
Rhian Sugden [4th]
Helen Kim [5th]
Peter Brown [6th]
Judd Daugherty [7th]
Amanda Zuckerman [8th]
Deana Uppal [9th]
Faye Palmer [10th]
Sam Wallace [11th]
Eric Stein [12th]
Bart Spring in 't Veld [13th]
Steven Daigle [14th]
Dan Gheesling [15th]
Jen Johnson [16th]
I did not make up the "Peter is going to backdoor Deana" rumor. I would have nothing to gain from it. Some would argue that I was tricking Peter into putting up Deana. Admirable strategy. But...why would I then warn Deana and try and save her, and try and talk Peter into putting up Amanda - who as you all saw from my HOH week, was clearly my target?
Peter approached me today to try and get to the bottom of things. I told him that I talked to a lot of you about Operation Backdoor Deana...which is true. I told him that I had relayed information with Amanda, GinaMarie, Helen and Ed. I implicated that Helen was the one who started it. For two reasons... 1.) I remember her convo clearly which leads to 2.) It therefore was the first one I could find in chat logs and 2B.) I didn't really care if Helen got nominated. As you saw last week I nominated her and publicly declared I thought she was being shady in the game. So once I found that I stopped looking. Peter asked me who I thought should go up and I actually didn't say any of you - even Helen and that's the 100% truth. I take full responsibility for putting a "Helen seed" in Peter's mind - because honestly that's who I wanted.
I also want to clear this up... Helen, I have nothing personal against you. You and I have had great non-game related talks and those are still all true. Do I think you are playing a shrewd, sneaky BB game? Yes. Yes I do. It's important to mention this here, because this is honestly been one of the meanest-spirited games I have played in. I have been called retarded, autistic, sad, pathetic, a poor excuse for a man - my disease has been made fun of and ridiculed, my family was attacked, and all over a Big Brother game. So Helen, I want to make it very clear that I think you are a great guy and should take improv classes. But I still want you out.
To GinaMarie and Ed - I'm sorry I dragged your names into this fiasco. I think/hope you both know what I think of you and know what I was saying to Peter.
To Peter - onward sir. Someday this will all make sense. I humbly accept your nomination and if it's my week to go - it's my week. But please lets not make this about "lies". It's Big Brother we all have lied, and only 2 of us are going to the end.
Call it what you want Judd Don't know why you're saying I'm sneaky and shrewd and mentioning me in the same paragraph about attacking your family and calling you autistic -- pretty sure that was Amanda who did all of that if my memory is correct. But whatever! I ignored you after you nominated me last week thinking whatever war there was between us would boil over so I don't know why you keep picking it back up. Get over it.