Week 9

[Helen]

Yay, I made it another week ...

We're at the Final 7 now but for me to make it another round is just going to be an uphill battle! Depending on who wins HOH determines whether or not I try to flip on Rhian and GinaMarie. I feel like I'm a given target for Jade or Ed winning HOH since I have nothing to offer them in exchange for safety, but that's not going to stop me from trying. I'd feel a little more at easy with Rhian, Gm or Peter winning ... hopefully I've been fake enough with the two girls that they'll think I'm desperate to work with someone and see me as an extra vote in their favor, and I feel like Peter has other people to go after besides me.

On a sad note, sliding puzzles are the death of me OMG. There is just some stupid strategy behind them that I cannot understand, I'll definitely have to spend a couple of hours practicing on a couple before I start HOH. Sorry that I'll have to keep the other houseguests waiting but I could care less about much of them at this point, lol.

[Kat]

It's not really a slider puzzle lol it just has 9 slides (pieces) to put together

[Helen]

So I definitely did not win HOH so now I'm trying to suck up to Rhian and GinaMarie again lmao. They can take their turns with having their way with me as long as it gets me through another round! Gosh, the sellout I've become

[Helen]

AT THIS POINT I WOULD GIVE UP PARTICIPATING IN THE REMAINING HOH'S IF IT GUARANTEED ME WINNING THE NEXT VETO. THERE IS NOTHING MORE I'D LOVE TO DO THAN SECURE JUDD'S BOOT OUT THE FUCKING DOOR BECAUSE OH MY G. HE IS DRIVING ME CRAZY! THROWING MY NAME LEFT AND RIGHT LIKE I'M FUCKING JESUS OR SOMETHING! YEAH I CALLED HIM STUPID AND MAYBE A RETARD BUT WHO THE FUCK HASN'T?! HE'S SUCH A CRYBABY! NOW HE IS LITERALLY LYING TO PEOPLE JUST TO GET ME OUT! LIKE THIS WHOLE SHIT WITH PETER AND JUDD AND JUDD LYING TO PETER TELLING HIM THAT I'M THE ONE WHO TOLD JUDD THE PLAN WAS TO BACKDOOR DEANA? LMAO JUDD THIS IS WHY I CALL YOU NAMES LIKE RETARD AND DUMBASS WHY THE HELL WOULD I WANT TO BACKDOOR DEANA WHEN SHE'S MY FRIEND AND A VOTE IN MY FAVOR ESPECIALLY WHEN I'VE BEEN TRYING TO GET ED OUT FOR HOW MANY ROUNDS?! HE NEEDS TO GET OVER HIS CRYBABY SELF AND HE BETTER NOT FUCKING PROVOKE ME ON THE NOMINATION CEREMONY THREAD ANYMORE BECAUSE I'LL TAKE THE BAIT ALRIGHT AND I'LL HAVE NO PROBLEM CALLING HIM OUT ON ANYTHING. IT'S SO FUCKING DIFFICULT BECAUSE I'M TRYING TO BITE MY TONGUE AND CONTAIN MYSELF BECAUSE OUTSIDE OF THIS GAME I ACTUALLY HAVE DECENT CONVERSATIONS WITH HIM AND WOULD LIKE TO SECURE WHATEVER RELATIONSHIP THAT IS AFTER THIS IS ALL OVER BUT MAN RIGHT NOW AT 11:32PM ON MONDAY EVENING I LITERALLY COULD CARE LESS. FOR SUCH AN OLD MEN HE ACTS LIKE SUCH A CHILD. AND JUDD WHY DO YOU STILL HAVE MY CONVERSATIONS SAVED ON YOUR CHAT LOGS YOU WEIRDO.