GinaMarie Zimmerman [1st]
Jade Pietrantonio [2nd]
Ed Lower [3rd]
Rhian Sugden [4th]
Helen Kim [5th]
Peter Brown [6th]
Judd Daugherty [7th]
Amanda Zuckerman [8th]
Deana Uppal [9th]
Faye Palmer [10th]
Sam Wallace [11th]
Eric Stein [12th]
Bart Spring in 't Veld [13th]
Steven Daigle [14th]
Dan Gheesling [15th]
Jen Johnson [16th]
Now that I'm not as frustrated anymore...Judd winning HOH is weird. Judd is HOH, like, wut? LOL its really silly and weird, but I guess its not the worst thing. Judd wants Amanda out, which is great because I need her out this week. This is actually the first time in weeks that I don't have to strategize with the HOH to get them to put up who I want, because Judd and I don't talk and he wouldn't listen to anything I said anyway. He always gives very short answers and doesn't really care about others' opinions except for when it matches his.
Anyway, Judd thinks that he is aligned with Rhian, Ed and Jade lmao. So naturally, we said that the three of them HAVE to get him to put up Amanda and Helen. Apparently, Judd suggested it to them before they even mentioned it and once he suggested it they all jumped on the idea. Amanda and Helen going up is great and its exactly what I would have done if I won, because it will ensure one of the power duo goes home and if they both stay on the block, then it will be Amanda. Now, the fact that Judd is putting them up is great because whichever one stays, they will be after him so hard. This is a great way for us to get Amanda out and hold on to Helen if we need her. Supposedly I will be the replacement nom if one of them comes down, but I'm not worried. Rhian, Ed, Jade, Peter and Amanda/Helen will be the one's voting and they won't vote me out haha.
Amanda was talking to me last night and telling me that we need to try and get the other nom to be Peter, Ed or Jade. She still doesn't realize that I am aligned with those people and I love it. She's so controlling and I can't wait until she's out and stops talking about Ed. Her and Helen both assume they are going up and they would be correct in that assumption, but I told them both I could be going up too because of what Deana said on her way out when she said I would put Judd up if I was HOH. I wouldn't put him up this week so she doesn't know that at all actually lol fuck her. My biggest worry is Amanda winning veto because we've seen her do it before, and I would much rather see Amanda go then Helen. If I play in veto than I will fight very hard for it so that I don't go up and so that Amanda stays up.
Fuck this bitch. Amanda basically telling me I haven't done shit in this game, but she has no idea lmao.
cyber_life_xx: (4:17:58 PM)thats the thing cyber_life_xx: (4:18:01 PM)i'm the replacement cyber_life_xx: (4:18:04 PM)if one of you comes off Amanda: (4:18:51 PM) Are you sure? Amanda: (4:18:51 PM) Then use the veto if you win cyber_life_xx: (4:19:05 PM)thats what he told ed who told me Amanda: (4:19:19 PM) You got to put yourself out there Amanda: (4:19:23 PM) Eventually cyber_life_xx: (4:19:31 PM)what do you mean? Amanda: (4:20:39 PM) You been under the radar to everyone Amanda: (4:20:49 PM) You, Rhian and peter never been on the block cyber_life_xx: (4:21:08 PM)haha i guess a lot of people like me! cyber_life_xx: (4:21:14 PM)i don't think i've been under the radar cyber_life_xx: (4:21:20 PM)i've tried winning so many HOHs lmao Amanda: (4:22:33 PM) But you would have done it safe Amanda: (4:22:51 PM) Cause you don't have many vocal enemies Amanda: (4:23:46 PM) You taking this the wrong way? cyber_life_xx: (4:23:57 PM)i just don't understand what you're trying to get at haha cyber_life_xx: (4:24:05 PM)i just have good relationships with a lot of people Amanda: (4:24:05 PM) Idek Amanda: (4:24:24 PM) I guess out of the majority Amanda: (4:24:27 PM) Of the people left Amanda: (4:24:39 PM) You are one of the quieter ones? cyber_life_xx: (4:24:54 PM)haha i don't think i am Amanda: (4:25:53 PM) Girl Amanda: (4:25:57 PM) Let's be real Amanda: (4:26:16 PM) You, Helen and Peter Amanda: (4:26:18 PM) Jade I guess cyber_life_xx: (4:28:06 PM)you're definition of quiet is different than mine cyber_life_xx: (4:28:08 PM)i guess Amanda: (4:28:25 PM) Comparing Amanda: (4:28:39 PM) I prob offended you Amanda: (4:28:40 PM) Lmao cyber_life_xx: (4:28:48 PM)i just don't understand what you're trying to get at cyber_life_xx: (4:28:55 PM)are you saying i need to step my game up or something Amanda: (4:29:12 PM) Well if you won veto you wouldn't want to make anyone mad Amanda: (4:29:15 PM) Or expose things Amanda: (4:29:16 PM) Right Amanda: (4:29:22 PM) By using it Amanda: (4:29:59 PM) I was fine with you throwing it but I don't want you to be the replacement cyber_life_xx: (4:30:19 PM)lol you're assuming you know what i'd do if i won cyber_life_xx: (4:30:24 PM)or what i would've done if i won HOH Amanda: (4:30:40 PM) Yup Amanda: (4:30:47 PM) Or have an idea if you will Amanda: (4:31:01 PM) You mad? Amanda: (4:31:12 PM) I'm just being honest cyber_life_xx: (4:32:01 PM)honestly cyber_life_xx: (4:32:12 PM)it shows how little you know about my game i guess Amanda: (4:32:41 PM) So what I think is total opposite? cyber_life_xx: (4:34:03 PM)why do you think deana got put on the block last week Amanda: (4:34:23 PM) Peters choice? cyber_life_xx: (4:34:38 PM)lol Amanda: (4:34:55 PM) You were behind it? cyber_life_xx: (4:35:05 PM)someone had to suggest the idea to peter Amanda: (4:35:20 PM) Do you know his original choice? cyber_life_xx: (4:35:29 PM)no Amanda: (4:35:51 PM) Well you are playing well then Amanda: (4:35:56 PM) Cause that's been under wraps cyber_life_xx: (4:36:07 PM)no shit lol cyber_life_xx: (4:36:31 PM)i know you guys tried backdooring ed last round Amanda: (4:36:34 PM) Are you going to write in your dr that Amanda just tried to tell me how I am playing the game cyber_life_xx: (4:36:36 PM)that you guys didn't want me to know Amanda: (4:36:52 PM) When Peter was hoh? cyber_life_xx: (4:36:54 PM)yes cyber_life_xx: (4:36:57 PM)i knew the whole time Amanda: (4:37:10 PM) He is the one who brought it up cyber_life_xx: (4:37:16 PM)and you said cyber_life_xx: (4:37:21 PM)gm can't know Amanda: (4:37:25 PM) To who Amanda: (4:37:38 PM) I didn't say that to peter cyber_life_xx: (4:38:10 PM)not saying names but i'm just saying Amanda: (4:38:17 PM) I wasn't going around saying don't tell GM cyber_life_xx: (4:38:17 PM)don't assume when you don't know lol cyber_life_xx: (4:38:29 PM)i just felt like you were attacking my game cyber_life_xx: (4:38:32 PM)for whatever reason Amanda: (4:38:34 PM) I wasn't confident ed would go up Amanda: (4:38:44 PM) But wouldn't that be better for you Amanda: (4:38:49 PM) So you don't backstab him cyber_life_xx: (4:39:09 PM)no instead i got deana to go up Amanda: (4:39:46 PM) And it happened Amanda: (4:40:24 PM) You have that against me? cyber_life_xx: (4:40:27 PM)no cyber_life_xx: (4:40:29 PM)not at all cyber_life_xx: (4:40:31 PM)i'm saying Amanda: (4:40:36 PM) Like I'm confused right now Amanda: (4:40:40 PM) Are we being cyber_life_xx: (4:40:43 PM)don't assume you know what i will do and how i've played cyber_life_xx: (4:40:50 PM)like Amanda: (4:40:54 PM) I'm just being realistic cyber_life_xx: (4:40:59 PM)i just felt like right now you were attacking my game Amanda: (4:41:01 PM) I don't want to get my hopes up cyber_life_xx: (4:41:11 PM)when there was no reason for it cyber_life_xx: (4:41:14 PM)and it wasn't even true Amanda: (4:41:25 PM) I wasn't trying to attack you Amanda: (4:41:32 PM) Or your game Amanda: (4:41:43 PM) I just told you my perspective cyber_life_xx: (4:42:33 PM)it was just very random Amanda: (4:42:43 PM) Well you know me already cyber_life_xx: (4:42:48 PM)like me never being nominated would mean i'm not being quiet don't you think/ Amanda: (4:43:15 PM) That's fair cyber_life_xx: (4:43:36 PM)like when you said cyber_life_xx: (4:43:41 PM)"girl lets be honest" cyber_life_xx: (4:43:55 PM)thats when i took it as you attacking my game, basically trying to give me a reality check Amanda: (4:44:30 PM) And that's when you told me about last round Amanda: (4:44:42 PM) So it made this conversation more honest cyber_life_xx: (4:45:50 PM)this is why i want to win some HOHs lol cyber_life_xx: (4:45:59 PM)so i don't come off as not playing Amanda: (4:46:17 PM) That's good Amanda: (4:46:57 PM) What do I know right Amanda: (4:47:34 PM) Do you want me out now? cyber_life_xx: (4:47:42 PM)no! cyber_life_xx: (4:47:43 PM)lol Amanda: (4:47:47 PM) Lmao cyber_life_xx: (4:48:15 PM)but i don't want helen out either which is why this fucking sucks Amanda: (4:48:30 PM) why do you think you would be the replacement then cyber_life_xx: (4:48:37 PM)i told you cyber_life_xx: (4:48:41 PM)judd told ed who told me Amanda: (4:49:04 PM) So Judd already has his week planned cyber_life_xx: (4:49:13 PM)or that he was considering me as the replacement Amanda: (4:49:47 PM) Well fuck Amanda: (4:49:57 PM) One of us is leaving Amanda: (4:50:08 PM) Probably me if I stay Amanda: (4:50:22 PM) On the block Amanda: (4:50:32 PM) If it's you and Helen Amanda: (4:50:38 PM) I think you would stay Amanda: (4:51:22 PM) Maybe we are thinking too ahead Amanda: (4:51:33 PM) Judd changes his mind a lot Amanda: (5:00:21 PM) Well I am off Amanda: (5:00:27 PM) Sorry if I was attacking you Amanda: (5:00:36 PM) I didn't mean it to come out that way Amanda signed off at 5:00 PM.
LOL I told Amanda I'd throw (I wouldn't have actually) if picked for veto and then she picks Jade over me. I said I wouldn't be surprised if she picked Jade because she thinks she can beat her, but lmao I hope Jade wins. That would be the greatest thing ever. Jade winning would make my life basically.
Rhian won veto and I'm pumped! She obviously is going to keep nominations the same and that will ensure that Amanda goes home. Amanda leaving this week helps me out so much because she is probably the most likely to put up me and Ed together if she were to win HOH. I can't have that and she has just become increasingly annoying to deal with and someone who I just cannot tolerate anymore. When I aligned with her, I went in with the mindset that I would use her until I need her and I just don't need her anymore. Going with Ed, Jade and Peter just makes more sense for me right now instead of Helen and Amanda.
Rhian, me, Ed, Jade and Peter can ride this out to the F5. There is a part of me that is telling me that it would be smart to get out a threat before that point though and in my mind, the most threatening people to win are Ed, Rhian, Peter along with myself. I'm new to this BB thing, but I know in Survivor when you get to F7 that's the point where the threats start getting taken out. It just sucks because Ed and Rhian are my absolute two biggest allies and I can't afford to get rid of them. Peter is someone that I feel like could try and get me out soon, but I think Rhian and I are his two closest allies because he doesn't talk with Ed as much as us and Jade and Peter aren't even aligned, they're just both aligned with me, Rhian and Ed. They both think they are in a F4 alliance with the three of us and Ed and I already agreed it would be smarter to get out Peter before Jade because he is a bigger threat in challenges. Rhian might not be on board with that, but we'll worry about it when the time comes.
Right now, my ideal boot order from here would be Amanda this round, then Judd, Helen, Peter, Jade and that would leave me, Ed and Rhian in the F3. At that point, ugh lol I don't even want to think about it. We'll see if it even gets to that, but I'm trying my best not to think too far ahead. Next round shouldn't be too bad because the only one who might put me up would be Judd and he can't play in the HOH anyway. I feel like Judd will be the easy target next round because everyone will nominate him, even Helen, and Helen isn't a threat at all with Amanda being gone. The best part about Helen and Amanda being on the block is that Helen won't think we went against her since we had to vote for her or Amanda. If anything, I think Helen would be grateful that we kept her lol which would be funny I guess.
Also, Amanda fully expects Rhian to use the veto on her I think. She apparently messaged Rhian telling her to make sure I am not the replacement nominee LOL. I guess she will be in for a rude awakening when Rhian doesn't use the veto. Amanda knows that I will be the replacement because I told her that Judd told Ed who told me that I would be, when in reality Rhian is the one that told me. I told Amanda because I needed an excuse incase I won veto and didn't use it or incase Rhian won and she didn't use it. So I told Rhian to just say that she is in a tough spot because if Amanda comes down than I go up so its a lose-lose situation, which is true really.
We're starting to get into the end portion of the game and I couldn't be more excited. Bring it on muthafuckas.
