JOURNAL: WEEK 7

[Judd]

OMG I can't wait to read your comments on my comic strip!

I really want to win this HOH. I hope I was funny enough. Gots to get Amanda out of here next. She went from house crazy to aligned with everyone.

I think I'd put up Helen with her. Sneaky liar-y Helen.

[Judd]

Didn't win HOH.

Got nominated.

Owned veto like a boss!

[Judd]

BOOM GOES THE DYNAMITE!

[KEVIN]

Some tats have such a deep emotional story!

[Judd]

OK...I have to close out the week 7 journal! Sorry Housecalls!

So obviously Peter and his posse wanted to get rid of me so I needed to actually step up and show off the skillz. I was really excited during the veto because I knew that if I could get the first slop or two out of the way early I could figure it all out AND get decent points. Plus the movie Step Brothers was on while I was playing and thats one of my favorite movies, so it was an omen.

Previous to me winning I was told that I was just a pawn and that there was a backdoor plan in play. Bullshit. So I started spreading that Peter had told me the backdoor plan was Deana when I knew damn well it was me...or maybe Ed. The more I talked to people the more I figured out that it was about 50/50 that it was me or Ed. So I went to Deana with a plan...

4:23:36 PM Jason Geis: we need to talk
4:23:36 PM Deana (Autoreply): We just sent your IM via text message. Learn more
4:50:54 PM Deana: ?


4:51:01 PM Deana: ?


4:51:48 PM Jason Geis: you available to talk?
4:52:37 PM Deana: I'm at work but yes.


4:55:18 PM Deana: What's up


4:56:16 PM Jason Geis: ok so you and I are obviously not close...
4:56:26 PM Deana: lol yes


4:56:30 PM Deana: That's true I guess


4:56:31 PM Jason Geis: but...
4:56:49 PM Jason Geis: i don't like whats happening
4:56:56 PM Deana: What's happening


4:57:23 PM Jason Geis: apparently this week was all a big set up to backdoor you
4:58:10 PM Deana: So this was all set up just to backdoor me?


4:58:16 PM Deana: How come? lol


4:58:25 PM Jason Geis: thats what i was told
4:58:32 PM Deana: By who?


4:58:46 PM Jason Geis: and when i take myself down you will go up
4:58:52 PM Jason Geis: everyone
5:00:49 PM Deana: Oh okay. Any particular reason that I will be evicted?


5:02:25 PM Jason Geis: because you're a wildcard
5:02:37 PM Deana: Sounds lovely. Thanks for the information.


5:03:36 PM Jason Geis: ha
5:03:44 PM Jason Geis: well...
5:04:43 PM Jason Geis: if i can get peter to put up someone else…would you be willing to make a deal?
5:06:13 PM Deana: Yes
5:06:41 PM Jason Geis: ok
5:07:31 PM Deana: Who could you make him put up?


5:08:04 PM Jason Geis: who would you want?
5:08:23 PM Deana: Anyone that's not me really.


5:08:26 PM Jason Geis: ha
5:08:44 PM Jason Geis: i think i'll push for amanda
5:09:07 PM Deana: So you want Amanda to go?


5:11:50 PM Jason Geis: yes
5:12:30 PM Jason Geis: 
5:13:47 PM Jason Geis: ok?
5:16:03 PM Deana: Sounds good to me.


5:16:08 PM Jason Geis: ok
5:16:09 PM Deana: Anything to keep myself off the block.


5:16:29 PM Jason Geis: i need you to keep this between us for now
5:16:41 PM Deana: I will.


5:16:44 PM Jason Geis: ty
5:17:10 PM Jason Geis: and if i can pull this off, you can trust me
5:20:31 PM Deana: I will for sure.


5:20:41 PM Jason Geis: ok good
5:21:01 PM Jason Geis: this will be The Unholy Alliance
5:22:52 PM Deana: LMAO

Now guys I'm not dumb. Do I trust Deana? No. Do I know she'll run around like an idiot spilling this? Yes.

Sure enough.

Peter immediately "becomes visible" and congratulates me...ya know lets just go to the records...

9:27:56 PM Peter: i am ready to talk
9:28:03 PM Jason Geis: ok
9:29:05 PM Jason Geis: i want to know with 100% honesty where you and I stand
9:30:52 PM Peter: i can honestly say i do not know.
9:31:02 PM Peter: but i do not feel against you even though i put you up
9:31:18 PM Jason Geis: ok
9:31:46 PM Jason Geis: if you had won veto, what would you have done?
9:33:22 PM Peter: deana sent me a chat log
9:33:27 PM Peter: where you told her i was going to backdoor her
9:34:14 PM Jason Geis: thats what you told me.
9:34:28 PM Peter: when did i say anything to you about deana going up?
9:34:52 PM Jason Geis: you told me that was the plan
9:35:17 PM Peter: this is why i am having a hard time believing you - i never said that to you
9:35:20 PM Jason Geis: in fact multiple people told me that
9:35:30 PM Jason Geis: yes you did
9:35:37 PM Peter: do you have the log?
9:37:18 PM Jason Geis: wait, i'm sorry it wasn't you, you just told me i wasn't the target
9:37:26 PM Jason Geis: i just looked
9:38:20 PM Peter: at least we are good on that point
9:38:28 PM Peter: but someone is spreading things
9:39:05 PM Jason Geis: yes like they told me you knew you were putting me up
9:40:03 PM Jason Geis: and you never answered my question. 
9:44:56 PM Jason Geis: i thought you were ready to talk...
9:45:14 PM Peter: i am ready to talk - i would like to know who is telling you things if possible
9:45:45 PM Peter: you seemed convinced i was going to put deana up
9:46:44 PM Jason Geis: thats what i was told yes
9:47:45 PM Peter: i think we are both having issues trusting each other
9:48:24 PM Jason Geis: well with all due respect I didn't try and get you evicted
9:49:10 PM Jason Geis: and I am trying to build trust and figure this out
9:49:51 PM Peter: i understand
9:50:01 PM Jason Geis: and by not answering me - I think I know the answer
9:50:08 PM Peter: i just wish i knew who you heard about what was going on from
9:50:16 PM Peter: you never know if you can trust someone's word
9:51:16 PM Jason Geis: well that you aren't getting that info just yet, last time I trusted someone they ran and showed you their chat logs
9:53:06 PM Peter: we can agree to not agree on that point
9:53:18 PM Jason Geis: how so?
9:53:44 PM Peter: it would help build trust to know - but if you want to keep it to yourself that is fine
9:54:01 PM Peter: i have been thinking a few different backdoor scenarios
9:54:19 PM Jason Geis: Peter, why would I trust you right now?
9:55:04 PM Jason Geis: you put me up, and you refuse to answer the only question I have asked you, but you want me to spill everything
9:55:35 PM Peter: my answer is "i have been thinking of a few different backdoor scenarios"
9:55:55 PM Jason Geis: thats not an answer to my question
9:56:02 PM Peter: could you repeat the question
9:56:19 PM Jason Geis: i asked what would you have done, had you won veto.
10:00:20 PM Peter: ok - i am in the same boat as you. i am not going to answer because you did not answer the question i asked
10:00:33 PM Peter: so i do not know if i can trust what you will do with the information either
10:01:58 PM Jason Geis: so you won't trust me/talk to me unless I tell you what I know, even though you put me up for eviction?
10:02:53 PM Peter: you apparently heard about a plan to backdoor deana and you talked to her about it
10:03:02 PM Peter: that hurts my relationship with deana
10:03:13 PM Peter: that is what i feel the most weird about
10:03:35 PM Jason Geis: but nominating me doesn't hurt your relationship with me?
10:05:29 PM Jason Geis: you can at least see how it seems like you really don't care about me or want to work with me right?
10:06:43 PM Peter: when you first talked to me - i thought you wanted to talk because we had a chance to work together
10:06:50 PM Jason Geis: i did
10:07:18 PM Peter: i do know that it hurt our relationship when i put you up - i did not do it because i wanted you gone
10:08:12 PM Jason Geis: but I need to know the veto answer or I don't think I can move forward. I don't care what the answer is, I just want you to be honest.
10:08:56 PM Jason Geis: and if it matters that much, I promise you I won't share the info
10:08:58 PM Peter: the answer is i do not know 100% but i was probably going to do a backdoor
10:09:26 PM Jason Geis: so you might have taken me down?
10:09:50 PM Peter: yes
10:09:57 PM Peter: maybe
10:10:01 PM Peter: or jade
10:10:01 PM Jason Geis: i believe you
10:10:17 PM Peter: when there is a chance to take out a bigger threat - you have to take it
10:10:29 PM Peter: you and jade are not considered threats
10:10:38 PM Jason Geis: we agree on something
10:12:02 PM Jason Geis: i think its insulting that we are headed into f8, and this is the first time i've been nominated but because i havent won hoh i am not a threat
10:12:21 PM Jason Geis: i've played in 2 pov
10:12:38 PM Jason Geis: and won one
10:12:47 PM Peter: i think you have the same pov odds i have
10:12:49 PM Peter: 50%
10:13:11 PM Peter: i apologize if you were insulted when i said you were not a threat
10:13:27 PM Jason Geis: right. so are you not a threat?
10:14:12 PM Peter: i actually do not know
10:14:19 PM Jason Geis: lol
10:14:20 PM Peter: i do not think i am considered a threat by most people
10:14:33 PM Peter: not like sam was
10:14:34 PM Jason Geis: but you are 
10:15:13 PM Peter: and you are too - for making it this far
10:15:15 PM Peter: and winning something
10:15:31 PM Jason Geis: well i would like to work with you
10:16:07 PM Jason Geis: and for the record i was trying to help deana not slam you
10:16:28 PM Jason Geis: shocking i know
10:16:36 PM Peter: i saw it the wrong way
10:16:43 PM Peter: i thought you were winning veto and trying to get back at me
10:16:49 PM Peter: i did not know you were close to deana
10:17:00 PM Jason Geis: i'm not
10:17:17 PM Jason Geis: i just thought she was a dumb target
10:17:20 PM Jason Geis: ha
10:17:29 PM Peter: really?
10:17:33 PM Jason Geis: yes
10:17:53 PM Jason Geis: as much as it pains me to say
10:18:11 PM Jason Geis: there are bigger fish
10:18:16 PM Jason Geis: imo
10:18:54 PM Peter: what are you thinking?
10:19:03 PM Peter: if you want to take a suggestion
10:19:09 PM Peter: i mean offer a suggestion
10:19:32 PM Jason Geis: i personally think amanda is the biggest threat
10:20:41 PM Peter: let me think a minute
10:22:30 PM Jason Geis: i'm obviously going to use it and you can do what you want - i just point you back to your earlier statement about using a good backdoor
10:23:09 PM Jason Geis: deana is unlikable, and easy to beat. she's only won one thing.
10:23:09 PM Peter: here is the biggest problem - someone has apparently gone around saying i want deana out
10:23:19 PM Peter: so now deana is against me
10:23:24 PM Jason Geis: everyone peter
10:23:25 PM Peter: she will not trust me
10:23:29 PM Peter: everyone?
10:23:42 PM Jason Geis: most yes
10:23:59 PM Jason Geis: i didn't just make that up
10:24:25 PM Jason Geis: why would I, and then try and help her?
10:26:10 PM Jason Geis: she won't respond to me or i would try and help
10:26:12 PM Peter: i am just trying to understand how this all spread
10:26:36 PM Peter: i understand you cannot say - but you know it makes me feel paranoid
10:27:35 PM Jason Geis: i know
10:30:09 PM Jason Geis: are people telling you to put up Deana?
10:30:10 PM Peter: amanda is a threat - but i do not think she is a threat to me
10:30:32 PM Peter: then you have ed
10:30:44 PM Peter: he is a threat but i do not think he is a threat to me
10:31:29 PM Jason Geis: Peter - there are only 2 in the end, ha
10:31:57 PM Jason Geis: one of us is eventually a threat to you
10:33:39 PM Jason Geis: just being honest
10:33:47 PM Peter: you are right there
10:34:21 PM Jason Geis: put up whoever you think
10:34:58 PM Jason Geis: i wanted to fix you and i. thats all i care about
10:35:10 PM Peter: we are on a better understanding now
10:35:23 PM Peter: it is the kind of decision where i am getting my hands dirty
10:35:34 PM Jason Geis: yeah
10:35:47 PM Peter: they are already covered with dirt
10:36:15 PM Jason Geis: and i am truly sorry i made things tough with deana
10:37:13 PM Peter: i am sorry i put you on the block
10:37:26 PM Peter: i really did not trust you - i did not know anything about what was happening between us
10:37:38 PM Peter: i should have given you a chance to talk more before making the decision
10:38:02 PM Jason Geis: now thats honest 
10:38:12 PM Jason Geis: and i appreciate it
10:38:38 PM Peter: thank you  hopefully we can continue to talk on more honest terms
10:38:45 PM Peter: i am leaning towards putting up deana right now
10:39:49 PM Jason Geis: ok
10:40:16 PM Jason Geis: and i can promise honesty with you
10:40:32 PM Jason Geis: i won't be after you btw
10:40:38 PM Peter: thank you!
10:41:13 PM Peter: i am not coming after you now
10:41:56 PM Peter: it is just the question of deciding if i should make a big move just to make it or try to fix a mistake
10:43:15 PM Jason Geis: whoever you put up, goes home…imo
10:46:13 PM Peter: probably since it is jade and there are not as many people looking at her
10:46:23 PM Peter: you think deana would go over her?
10:46:34 PM Jason Geis: yes
10:53:14 PM Jason Geis: you getting bombarded?
10:53:26 PM Peter: not at the moment
10:53:36 PM Peter: at first i was wondering what was going on when i had messages
10:53:45 PM Jason Geis: ha
10:53:51 PM Jason Geis: i posted
10:53:55 PM Peter: oh that is why you asked
10:53:56 PM Peter: 
10:54:02 PM Jason Geis: yeah
10:54:16 PM Jason Geis: everyone is curious
10:59:16 PM Jason Geis: now you'll get it, ha
11:09:45 PM Peter: haha it has actually been quieter
11:10:04 PM Peter: i am getting ready for bed - but i will post before i sleep
11:10:50 PM Peter: i am glad we had a long conversation - the only ones besides that chat that faye made
11:11:30 PM Peter: goodnight judd!

Long convo I know. I took the liberty of highlighting some of my favorite passages. Basically the gist is that Peter didn't trust me and was using Jade and I to be non-threatening nominees so he had the option of getting rid of a bigger player. But then we made up and I promised to not go after him. That's called hedging your bets ladies and gentlemen.

Up next...Deana berates me.

[Judd]

I wanted to dedicate one whole posting to the queen bitch Deana. I hope when she reads this she'll be flattered. It's worth a full read, but I'll highlight my favorite parts. Enjoy.

5:18:35 PM Deana: I bet it feels great to be everyones goat at this point.


5:18:53 PM Deana: No one will allow you to win


5:18:56 PM Jason Geis: what do you mean?
5:19:00 PM Deana: You are socially awkward as fuck.


5:19:03 PM Deana: Creepy as fuck.


5:19:08 PM Deana: And strategically inept.


5:19:17 PM Deana: Your welcome. might as well quit or take the runner up.


5:20:58 PM Jason Geis: I am not any of those things. But thanks.
5:21:21 PM Deana: You must be really fucked up in the head to think otherwise. I'd suggest some treatment.


5:21:45 PM Jason Geis: Why do you think this?
5:21:57 PM Deana: You're just a compulsive liar.


5:22:06 PM Jason Geis: i am?
5:22:10 PM Deana: Yes.
5:22:19 PM Deana: No one even likes you.


5:22:29 PM Jason Geis: what did i lie about?
5:22:30 PM Deana: Jade would have been evicted despite the fact that she hasn't done shit.


5:22:39 PM Deana: Just because people think you are a goat.


5:22:59 PM Jason Geis: whats a goat?
5:23:20 PM Deana: Google it.


5:23:35 PM Jason Geis: i know the animal
5:24:15 PM Deana: Everyone is dragging you to the end just so they can beat you.


5:24:24 PM Jason Geis: i didn't lie to you
5:26:04 PM Jason Geis: plenty of people like me. you're just being spiteful for some reason. I tried to help you, you shit on me and now you're going home. 
5:27:37 PM Deana: I'm okay with leaving.


5:27:39 PM Deana: Nobody likes you Judd.


5:27:43 PM Deana: You are just the village idiot.


5:27:50 PM Deana: So you can't see the fact that people don't like you.


5:27:50 PM Jason Geis: not true
5:27:53 PM Deana: True.
5:28:01 PM Deana: Wait until the game is over and read DRs.


5:28:14 PM Jason Geis: i just take your word?
5:29:46 PM Deana: Nobody likes you Judd.


5:29:50 PM Deana: You have 0 shot at winning.


5:30:00 PM Deana: People have brought up your name for nominations since week 1.


5:30:05 PM Deana: People think you're boring to talk to.


5:30:47 PM Jason Geis: and everyone in the whole game thinks that?
5:31:21 PM Deana: *sigh* yes


5:31:38 PM Jason Geis: you're full of shit
5:32:41 PM Deana: You're nothing but a bully.


5:32:41 PM Deana: Who the fuck do you think you are calling me the c word?


5:32:42 PM Deana: So are you.


5:32:42 PM Deana: Who the fuck do you think you are calling me the c word?


5:32:45 PM Deana: Trying to bully a twenty something year old?


5:32:46 PM Deana: Fuck you.


5:33:09 PM Jason Geis: Ha.
5:33:53 PM Jason Geis: I never called you the c word. And you're the one trying to bully.
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5:47:23 PM Jason Geis: run away. 
5:49:53 PM Deana: Bitch I have better shit to do than talk to a psychopath.


5:49:58 PM Deana: I'm not scared of anyone.


5:50:15 PM Jason Geis: then why are you hiding?
5:50:53 PM Deana: Helping someone with more important things.


5:51:16 PM Jason Geis: how am i a psycho?
5:51:43 PM Deana: Ugh just stfu


5:51:47 PM Deana: Now you're being annoying as fuck


5:51:52 PM Deana: Oh wait, that's always.


5:52:49 PM Jason Geis: you started this. you told me everyone hates me, when i know you don't even talk to some people.
5:52:54 PM Jason Geis: psycho.
5:54:14 PM Deana: No.
5:54:20 PM Deana: When I talked to you during the Survivor week


5:54:27 PM Deana: The 2 names being brought up were ours and Eric


5:54:33 PM Deana: Nobody likes either of you


5:56:18 PM Jason Geis: prove it
5:56:41 PM Deana: Why?
5:56:46 PM Deana: It won't change my eviction


5:56:47 PM Deana: LMAO
5:56:53 PM Deana: And I'm at work. I don't have any chat logs.


5:57:02 PM Deana: I was nothing but 100% real with you.


5:57:19 PM Deana: The reason I don't talk to you since then is because you went crazy telling people everything.


5:57:25 PM Deana: When I was nothing but looking out for you


5:57:29 PM Jason Geis: i don't understand why you're mad
5:57:59 PM Jason Geis: what are you talking about? thats what YOU did
5:58:08 PM Deana: LMAO


5:58:09 PM Deana: Girl bye


5:58:12 PM Deana: You are a mess.


5:58:36 PM Jason Geis: i tried helping you, do you not recall?
6:00:27 PM Deana: I tried helping you first in the Survivor Week.


6:00:33 PM Deana: By letting you know how you were perceived.


6:00:38 PM Deana: And instead you flipped out and told everyone.


6:01:19 PM Jason Geis: i asked people if they thought that, so that i could change that perception
6:02:03 PM Deana: But you never trusted what I had to say. You think people will tell you straight up like that? I've never gone around in this game lying.


6:02:18 PM Deana: The reason I told Peter what you said is because Peter had this alliance called "Beauty and the Geek"


6:02:29 PM Deana: To which I thought I was in good stance.


6:02:33 PM Deana: He told me Ed was the backdoor plan.


6:02:38 PM Deana: The moment he won HOH


6:02:48 PM Jason Geis: which i knew was a lie
6:03:16 PM Deana: Exactly. So shame on me for trusting that rat Peter.


6:03:52 PM Jason Geis: exactly. i warned you, i almost had it changed and then you ratted me
6:04:13 PM Deana: How am I suppose to trust what you say? You said you'd vote Ed out and changed your vote.


6:04:25 PM Jason Geis: you ALL did
6:04:28 PM Deana: You told people what I told you about the house perceiving you in a certin way.


6:04:40 PM Deana: We changed our vote because we didn't trust you.


6:04:50 PM Jason Geis: so…thats not a secret thing.
6:05:08 PM Deana: What should I have trusted you out of the blue?


6:05:13 PM Jason Geis: um no you changed your vote to screw me
6:05:23 PM Deana: I was the only vote to evict Ed...


6:05:23 PM Deana: lol
6:05:52 PM Jason Geis: because I knew they were all fucking liars Deana. I'm not dumb.
6:06:03 PM Deana: We intended on evicting Ed.


6:06:14 PM Deana: And then Faye didn't trust that you'd keep your word.


6:06:21 PM Deana: So her and Helen IMed me to change it back.


6:06:28 PM Deana: But I decided not to since I have no relationship with Ed


6:07:28 PM Jason Geis: right cuz faye=shady
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6:08:43 PM Deana: Exactly.
6:09:00 PM Deana: Even with our differences I didn't do anything to "purposely" screw you over

So, just her trolling me and then trying to justify. Adorable.

The only thing I have to say...