JOURNAL: WEEK 6

[Judd]

I'm cleaning house y'all.

This was a good week. I gotta get back to journaling during the week! I've just been so busy IRL. But you guys don't care...you wanna know my J U Double Deepest Thoughts.

So, after last weeks tragic ending I was ready for some good news. Then Ed wins HOH!! I immediately start to think about my last message from Sam:



Obviously, this was concerning. I knew I wanted Amanda and Faye up. Then I learned Rhian was co-HOH and got super nervous again. I knew Ed was nominating Amanda, but based on Sam's parting words I thought Rhian might put me up. Much to my shock when she put up Faye!

IT WAS PERFECT!!!!

Then I finally got chosen for veto. I figured as long as Peter or Faye didn't win I'd be OK. If Faye came down, who knows what wild card Rhian would do. 

So I royally fuck up Veto and am slowly becoming the Spencer of this season. Then I see Peter won.

FUUUUUUCK.

Too many variables! But then I have this conversation with Rhian:

5:47:01 PM Rhian: hi judd
5:47:04 PM Rhian: :]
5:47:12 PM Jason Geis: hi love!
5:47:20 PM Rhian: so I had a little fight with faye today
5:47:23 PM Rhian: lmao
5:47:26 PM Jason Geis: eeek
5:47:32 PM Jason Geis: what about?
5:47:44 PM Rhian: her being untrustworthy
5:47:49 PM Rhian: saying things about me
5:48:01 PM Rhian: after she proposed an alliance to me week 1
5:48:46 PM Rhian: in our fight today she semi admitted to being in another alliance
5:48:59 PM Rhian: you were in that one right??
5:49:29 PM Rhian: im just trying to say she's been playing us
5:50:17 PM Jason Geis: I mean i was told I was "in that alliance" but I don't want to work with those guys
5:50:30 PM Rhian: I figured
5:50:37 PM Rhian: yea her excuse was
5:50:38 PM Jason Geis: you know peter will take her down
5:50:52 PM Rhian: the alliance between us was dead
5:50:59 PM Rhian: as was your guys'
5:51:14 PM Rhian: and that it didn't matter
5:51:24 PM Rhian: in a small amount of words
5:51:29 PM Rhian: I told her she was an idiot
5:51:33 PM Jason Geis: haha
5:51:34 PM Rhian: and ended it there
5:51:42 PM Jason Geis: this is why i love you
5:51:53 PM Rhian: I don't think peter is using it
5:51:58 PM Rhian: unless he's lying to me
5:51:59 PM Jason Geis: really??
5:52:02 PM Rhian: which would be dumb
5:52:18 PM Rhian: I'm assuming he might think amanda would go
5:52:27 PM Rhian: but faye is very much gone
5:52:27 PM Jason Geis: it would be dumb
5:52:39 PM Jason Geis: she needs to go
5:52:52 PM Rhian: the only person lingering is deana
5:52:54 PM Jason Geis: she thinks she is running the show
5:53:03 PM Rhian: but everyone else has said they'd evict faye
5:53:16 PM Jason Geis: deana is a shit stain
5:53:22 PM Rhian: LOL
5:53:31 PM Rhian: And I love you too
5:53:37 PM Jason Geis: i can not stand her
5:53:46 PM Rhian: but yea just letting you know what happened this morning
5:53:54 PM Rhian: in case faye comes on and tries to lie some more

That bitch Faye sold me out. Cold. But what's this? Peter isn't going to use Veto? So I simply must casually ask Peter.

5:52:12 PM Jason Geis: nice job buddy
5:54:38 PM Peter: thank you! for once accuracy paid off in a challenge - it took me forever
5:55:07 PM Jason Geis: i gave up after a bit
5:56:39 PM Jason Geis: you gonna save Faye?
5:59:39 PM Peter: i do not know - i am talking to people right now and seeing where they stand
5:59:44 PM Peter: i do not want to do anything to make waves
6:00:09 PM Jason Geis: yeah its tricky
6:00:20 PM Jason Geis: i think amanda will go regardless
6:00:20 PM Peter: plus trying to find out who the replacement would be
6:00:43 PM Peter: ya - ed is going to push that
6:01:26 PM Jason Geis: amanda?
6:01:35 PM Peter: yes. he wants her gone really bad
6:01:41 PM Peter: i thought he did
6:02:05 PM Jason Geis: last i talked to him he did
6:03:16 PM Jason Geis: if you take faye down you two will be labeled a "couple"
6:03:27 PM Jason Geis: and targeted - in my opinion
6:04:03 PM Peter: that would not be good for any of us
6:04:13 PM Peter: ya exactly
6:04:23 PM Jason Geis: yeah
6:04:58 PM Jason Geis: if amanda is going to go regardless, might want to keep laying low
6:10:13 PM Peter: i wish i made up my mind a few minutes earlier - now i feel bad talking to faye
6:10:40 PM Jason Geis: she obv wants you to use it
6:26:29 PM Peter: ya but i think she will understand if i do not - i talked to her
6:26:35 PM Peter: i just have to figure out how to make a ceremony now
6:26:41 PM Peter: first time
6:32:34 PM Jason Geis: ha
6:32:41 PM Jason Geis: sounds good

Casual eh? Man, nobody trusts anyone in this game. I thought Peter and Faye were tight, but to save his own ass he leaves Faye up. Cold.

So I've lost 4rgy, The Mathematicians and now Shadow Mafia. Because I know now Faye is the target and everyone want that sneaky bitch gone. So I need yet another backup.

5:56:49 PM Jason Geis: can i be honest?
5:57:03 PM Rhian: sure
5:57:16 PM Jason Geis: i really only like you and Ed
5:57:27 PM Rhian: I really like you too!
5:57:32 PM Rhian: eds a nice guy too
5:57:38 PM Jason Geis: everyone else drives me bat shit crazy
5:58:09 PM Rhian: I hear that lol
5:58:23 PM Jason Geis: we should just grab Jade and make a final 4
5:58:27 PM Rhian: I was surprised that I reached a limit today
5:58:36 PM Rhian: I just couldn't deal with Faye's bullshit anymore
5:58:44 PM Jason Geis: she's razy
5:58:52 PM Jason Geis: *crazy
5:59:00 PM Rhian: do you think they'd be down for it??
5:59:57 PM Jason Geis: ed's got nobody…and jade would just be for numbers - nobody seems to be with her so I don't see why not
6:00:26 PM Rhian: if you think we could make it happen
6:00:28 PM Rhian: I'm in
6:00:41 PM Rhian: it's all about numbers now
6:01:35 PM Jason Geis: exactly
6:01:51 PM Jason Geis: well jade is on now - should we ask?
6:02:57 PM Rhian: yea!
6:03:32 PM Jason Geis: ok
6:05:19 PM Jason Geis: i just invited you to a chat
6:05:30 PM Rhian: my aim doesn't do chats ugh
6:05:33 PM Rhian: just blasts
6:05:42 PM Jason Geis: oh crap
6:06:12 PM Jason Geis: ok well i'll ask her, and tell her to message you
6:06:20 PM Rhian: okay!
Changed status to Away: off and on! (6:07:37 PM)
Changed status to Away: Away (6:10:50 PM)
Changed status to Away: off and on! (6:10:54 PM)
6:13:11 PM Jason Geis: ha
6:13:25 PM Jason Geis: she just stopped responding
6:13:37 PM Rhian: oh god lol
6:13:56 PM Rhian: she might be busy or something??
6:13:57 PM Rhian: what'd you say?
6:14:37 PM Jason Geis: she was talking and then stopped when I suggested the alliance
6:15:14 PM Jason Geis: ah there she goes
6:15:22 PM Jason Geis: she's gonna msg you
6:17:09 PM Rhian: she messaged me!
6:17:19 PM Jason Geis: yay
Changed status to Away: Away (6:17:40 PM)
Changed status to Online (6:17:47 PM)
6:19:30 PM Rhian: seems set!
6:19:32 PM Rhian: :]
6:21:22 PM Jason Geis: good
6:21:36 PM Jason Geis: you sure about this?
6:21:44 PM Rhian: sure about what??
6:21:57 PM Rhian: i think it'll help us
6:21:58 PM Rhian: the alliance
6:22:00 PM Rhian: don't you?
6:22:17 PM Jason Geis: yes!

So now it's me, Ed, Rhian and JADE! How unlikely? I'm not even giving this one a name until I see it work. 

As predicted Faye went 6-0 and called only me out. I thought that was hysterical. But guess what? I made at least jury and she's bitching in the Early Out Lodge.

I went back and read Housecalls from previous seasons...you guys are brutal! I can't wait to see the shit you talk about me!

TTFN.