GinaMarie Zimmerman [1st]
Jade Pietrantonio [2nd]
Ed Lower [3rd]
Rhian Sugden [4th]
Helen Kim [5th]
Peter Brown [6th]
Judd Daugherty [7th]
Amanda Zuckerman [8th]
Deana Uppal [9th]
Faye Palmer [10th]
Sam Wallace [11th]
Eric Stein [12th]
Bart Spring in 't Veld [13th]
Steven Daigle [14th]
Dan Gheesling [15th]
Jen Johnson [16th]
Okay, so I really don't expect to win this competition. I had a really hard time trying to figure out something to use and I feel like I could have done better with it. We'll see what happens. I really feel a lot of pressure to win and Ed and Rhian keep telling me I have to win this one. I don't want to let them down at all. Apparently Helen, Jade and Deana didn't submit anything so my chances are increased. I doubt Judd will win just because he's Judd and seems to really suck at just about every type of competition that we have. So I expect it to be between me, Peter and Amanda. I really wouldn't mind Peter winning, but Amanda winning could be bad. I know she would target Ed and maybe put Jade next to him, but apparently she told Jade if she kept her last round than she wouldn't nominate her if she's HOH this round.
If I win HOH than I will most likely nominate Deana and Judd, with Deana being my target. I know that isn't the big move to make, but its the best move for me right now. I don't trust Deana at all because she runs her mouth a lot and we don't talk very much. Plus she could be a challenge threat and that's something that needs to get taken out now before its too late. If Deana were to come down in the veto, I would put up Amanda in an attempt to backdoor her. She is someone that both Rhian and I have said we want out early merge because we don't fully trust her and she has a pretty big mouth and doesn't know when to shut up. My ideal bootlist would be Deana this round, then Amanda, then Judd, but nothing ever goes as planned. The Amanda backdoor this round would only happen if Deana wins veto and Rhian, Peter and Ed would all vote her, causing a tie and I would break it. It would be a pretty ballsy move but it would be one that I feel would benefit me a lot in this game because outside of Deana, Judd, Amanda, there isn't anyone that I really want out right now.
Of course, I need to win HOH first for this all to happen.
Okay so I didn't win HOH again, which sucks. I really do want to win at least one at some point, because I usually am really good at challenges! If I couldn't win, I was glad Peter did because he and I seem to be on the same page with a lot of things. We were talking last night and we both agreed that a threat needs to go this round and either Amanda or Deana was the best choice. So when Peter won HOH I was thrilled.
Basically, our target this week is Deana. She is capable at challenges when she does them and she is someone who isn't afraid to make a move and talk to people. That type of person is very dangerous and she is very dangerous to my game because she is one of two people (Judd being the other but lol its Judd) that I do not have some kind of deal with left in this game. I know she really likes me and I know she wouldn't come after me, right now, but I know at some point she will and I have to get her before she gets me. She told Rhian that she doesn't trust me with Ed around and that doesn't even make sense. Rhian and Peter both agreed that Deana is a good target this week. Ed would rather do Amanda obviously but also really wants Deana gone.
So, Peter thought it would be best to do it as a backdoor. Rhian, Ed and I agreed because Deana would fight hard for veto if she was put up originally. It is really risky because the right person needs to win veto for a backdoor to be successful, but it seems like this is a rare occasion where everyone will use the veto if they win. Basically, Amanda and Deana think that Ed is going to be backdoor'd this round. They both really want him gone and Peter told them that he would want to try and backdoor Ed this round because he is a threat. So if either of them are picked they will try really hard to win and use it so that Ed will go up as the replacement. Little do they know, the replacement will really be Deana! Its funny because neither of them want me to know that Ed will be going up and Amanda specifically told Rhian and Peter not to tell me. So much for being an ally of mine!
I decided it would probably be a good idea to let Jade know what is going on before the nominations were posted. The thing is, I need Jade right now. As long as she is in the game, I need her on my side and I feel I am doing a very good job with that. Letting her know what is going on will only make her closer to me and I need that because she is a vote on my side and someone who would not put me up if she is ever HOH. I know Jade doesn't have a lot of connections in this game, so it is easy for me to get her to think she is my main ally because she doesn't talk to many other people. I know her and Peter don't talk much at all, which is why Peter put her up in the first place. But by me telling her the plan to backdoor Deana, who she also wants out, it only makes Jade trust me that much more when it actually happens.
So basically, the plan this round is to backdoor Deana. Deana and Amanda think the plan is to backdoor Ed and they do not want me or Ed to know that, but we both do know. They don't know what the real plan is and Judd and Helen right now don't know anything. I'm sure Amanda will tell Helen the plan to backdoor Ed and that will be a fun test to see if Helen is really with me like she says she is. I want to believe Helen but I just can't get over the fact that she might be really close with Amanda. Oh, and if Deana wins veto and uses it (which she will since she wants Ed gone) Amanda will be the one going up. She doesn't stop talking about Ed and I and now its to the point where she is trying to hide targeting him so I don't get mad. Well, I'm mad alright and I will get her if not this round, than next round she is all mine. We are in for an exciting jury stage <3
LOL Judd is on a power trip because he won the veto. Its so funny. He's speaking his mind to everyone and trying to get the replacement nom to be Amanda because now I guess he thinks he has some kind of power and influence over people. He said that he knows people think that he sucks and its time to start playing. So he keeps pushing hard that he wants Amanda to go up and I'm going to PM Amanda to tell her.
Amanda: (12:25:57 AM)hey Amanda: (12:25:59 AM)im home now cyber_life_xx: (12:26:06 AM)hey cyber_life_xx: (12:26:43 AM)did you see replacement nom? Amanda: (12:27:50 AM)yeah cyber_life_xx: (12:28:43 AM)what do you think Amanda: (12:29:46 AM)jade should go Amanda: (12:30:02 AM)who does peter want out? cyber_life_xx: (12:30:30 AM)not sure cyber_life_xx: (12:30:45 AM)i'm leaning toward voting deana Amanda: (12:31:20 AM)have you talked to rhian or helen? cyber_life_xx: (12:31:29 AM)talking to helen now cyber_life_xx: (12:31:33 AM)i'm guessing rhian is sleeping Amanda: (12:32:59 AM)we decide who goes really Amanda: (12:33:05 AM)i assume judd and ed are gonna evict deana Amanda: (12:33:16 AM)makes me want to keep her Amanda: (12:33:19 AM)for that cyber_life_xx: (12:33:29 AM)judd tried saving deana tonight Amanda: (12:33:37 AM)oh really? Amanda: (12:33:41 AM)oh to get me on the block Amanda: (12:33:41 AM)right cyber_life_xx: (12:33:43 AM)he told her that she was going up cyber_life_xx: (12:33:48 AM)and tried getting you up Amanda: (12:34:14 AM)have you talked to jade? cyber_life_xx: (12:34:26 AM)not since earlier cyber_life_xx: (12:34:31 AM)before judd played veto Amanda: (12:34:35 AM)is she fighting to stay hard? cyber_life_xx: (12:34:46 AM)not sure really cyber_life_xx: (12:34:51 AM)obviously she doesn't want to leave cyber_life_xx: (12:35:17 AM)i cyber_life_xx: (12:35:27 AM)i'm sure i'll talk to her tomorrow at some point Amanda: (12:35:48 AM)sorry im kind of distracted Amanda: (12:35:52 AM)i fucking got a customer complaint Amanda: (12:35:53 AM)at work cyber_life_xx: (12:35:57 AM)what happened? Amanda: (12:36:04 AM)saying it took 20 minutes Amanda: (12:36:07 AM)for them to get a smoothie Amanda: (12:36:09 AM)which is a lie Amanda: (12:36:16 AM)it wasn't even busy friday afternoon Amanda: (12:36:37 AM)and just because we joked around and laugh Amanda: (12:36:40 AM)they say its flirting cyber_life_xx: (12:37:38 AM)so what happens now that you got a complaint? Amanda: (12:37:44 AM)i mean im not fired Amanda: (12:37:53 AM)but i have to watch myself now Amanda: (12:38:00 AM)the owner thinks Amanda: (12:38:03 AM)that complaint is fishy Amanda: (12:38:07 AM)she doesnt believe it all the way cyber_life_xx: (12:38:20 AM)well thats good Amanda: (12:38:33 AM)its just annoying Amanda: (12:38:40 AM)i hate the customers we get cyber_life_xx: (12:39:05 AM)i imagine dealing with customers has to be the worst part of the job haha Amanda: (12:39:10 AM)yeah Amanda: (12:39:12 AM)and you know me Amanda: (12:39:14 AM)i cant hide my emotions Amanda: (12:39:32 AM)so if im in a bad mood at work Amanda: (12:39:34 AM)i cant hide it cyber_life_xx: (12:39:54 AM)yeah cyber_life_xx: (12:40:04 AM)well at least it wasn't that bad cyber_life_xx: (12:42:19 AM)oh jade is on Amanda: (12:43:47 AM)Were you gonna use veto? Amanda: (12:43:49 AM)on her? Amanda: (12:43:57 AM)I thought she would pick ed cyber_life_xx: (12:44:07 AM)i was surprised she picked me cyber_life_xx: (12:44:09 AM)um cyber_life_xx: (12:44:13 AM)not sure if i would have cyber_life_xx: (12:44:22 AM)i would have talked to peter to see who replacement would have been cyber_life_xx: (12:44:29 AM)see what you guys thought Amanda: (12:44:38 AM)What happens if Jade stays? cyber_life_xx: (12:45:01 AM)what do you mean? Amanda: (12:45:09 AM)Like if she wins hoh next Amanda: (12:45:12 AM)Peter? cyber_life_xx: (12:45:25 AM)that's actually a great question Amanda: (12:45:31 AM)I don't have a clear idea where she stands cyber_life_xx: (12:45:42 AM)i don't know who she would nominate Amanda: (12:45:56 AM)You think its better for her to stay over Deana? cyber_life_xx: (12:46:02 AM)i dont trust deana cyber_life_xx: (12:46:05 AM)i know she doesn't trust me cyber_life_xx: (12:46:08 AM)i dont trust her Amanda: (12:46:38 AM)hmmm Amanda: (12:46:45 AM)were all gonna need to talk about the vote together cyber_life_xx: (12:47:44 AM)how is your relationship with jade? Amanda: (12:47:56 AM)I don't have one Amanda: (12:48:12 AM)like i was worried as hell about her vote last round Amanda: (12:48:19 AM)i didn't even know she disliked faye cyber_life_xx: (12:49:56 AM)yeah cyber_life_xx: (12:50:20 AM)but like do you think she would nominate you? Amanda: (12:51:07 AM)depends who is in her ear Amanda: (12:51:15 AM)if ed is in her ear yeah Amanda: (12:52:40 AM)honestly Amanda: (12:52:47 AM)i feel safe deana hoh Amanda: (12:52:51 AM)you feel safe jade hoh Amanda: (12:52:51 AM)right cyber_life_xx: (12:53:20 AM)yes Amanda: (12:53:47 AM)I feel like I have so many people against me Amanda: (12:53:49 AM)like it never ends cyber_life_xx: (12:53:58 AM)who's against you other than ed? Amanda: (12:54:01 AM)judd cyber_life_xx: (12:54:04 AM)oh yeah cyber_life_xx: (12:54:05 AM)lol Amanda: (12:54:10 AM)so now i have judd and ed Amanda: (12:54:14 AM)to worry about winning hohs cyber_life_xx: (12:54:24 AM)well lol lets be honest about judd Amanda: (12:54:33 AM)ik lol Amanda: (12:54:39 AM)ugh i wish he was going this round cyber_life_xx: (12:55:07 AM)i'm guessing you would put those 2 up if you win next week Amanda: (12:55:23 AM)yeah Amanda: (12:55:30 AM)i'd be dumb not to cyber_life_xx: (12:55:33 AM)yeah Amanda: (12:55:35 AM)wbu? Amanda: (12:55:38 AM)you are so lucky cyber_life_xx: (12:55:46 AM)haha why am i lucky? cyber_life_xx: (12:55:57 AM)i'm not sure what i would do if i won cyber_life_xx: (12:56:02 AM)judd and someone Amanda: (12:56:06 AM)because people aren't talking shit about you Amanda: (12:56:08 AM)everyday Amanda: (12:56:22 AM)i mean it makes your hoh noms harder Amanda: (12:56:52 AM)it would be awesome Amanda: (12:56:54 AM)to get judd out next cyber_life_xx: (12:56:56 AM)yeah i mean now that faye is gone people don't seem to be talking about me lmao Amanda: (12:57:20 AM)I haven't talked to Ed Amanda: (12:57:22 AM)in a long time lmao cyber_life_xx: (12:58:04 AM)lmao i mean i don't even see what you guys would talk about cyber_life_xx: (12:58:14 AM)it would just be a very awkward conversation Amanda: (12:59:54 AM)he say anything about me? Amanda: (12:59:56 AM)lately Amanda: (1:00:06 AM)i feel like we pretend we dont exist to each other Amanda: (1:00:15 AM)seriously all because i got rid of his bff sam? Amanda: (1:00:17 AM)grow up cyber_life_xx: (1:00:21 AM)lmao cyber_life_xx: (1:00:25 AM)he doesn't mention you cyber_life_xx: (1:00:31 AM)but i don't think he knows were working together Amanda: (1:00:39 AM)thats awesome Amanda: (1:01:00 AM)Jade talking to you? cyber_life_xx: (1:01:09 AM)yeah cyber_life_xx: (1:01:18 AM)she said she would put up judd and peter most likely Amanda: (1:02:08 AM)good everyone seems to be after udd Amanda: (1:02:10 AM)judd Amanda: (1:02:16 AM)i fucking hate judd so much
Amanda really doesn't know what's going on in this game. She firmly believes that her, me, Helen and Rhian are in control. Little does she know that I don't even consider myself aligned with her anymore. It seems like more and more people are against her and I still don't trust her enough to go far with her. As you can see from this conversation, she still doesn't stop talking about Ed. Now, I know Ed made the first move against her, but I'd rather align myself with him than her and I need to get her out before she makes a move against both Ed and me. If she is still around in a few rounds, she will definitely make that move. That's why I got her against Judd this round by telling her that Judd wanted Peter to put Amanda up, so now she is focused on getting Judd out.
She wants to wait for the four of us to get online to figure out who we want to evict lmao. Little does she know that I've already voted to evict Deana. I think she would rather evict Jade, but I would rather evict Deana so that is what I am doing because I don't care what Amanda wants right now. I need Jade in this game right now and don't care about pleasing other people, especially Amanda. If she doesn't win the next HOH, I think there is a strong chance we could be in for a blindside.
Amanda, Helen, Rhian and I were all online earlier this morning. Helen and Amanda of course both want Jade to go this week, but Rhian and I stuck firm with what we wanted and didn't give in to them. Helen eventually caved and said she would vote Deana if Rhian and I thought that was best for us. Meanwhile, Amanda! lol she just doesn't know when to stop. She would not give in at all and kept saying Jade needed to go because she needs Deana to stay around. Her reasoning? Well of course it was because she is afraid if Ed wins than he will put up Amanda and Helen and if Deana is still around than she thinks Ed would put up her and Deana. Amanda is just being selfish and trying to get me what she wants, well I'm not going to go that, I'm going to do what I want.
I told both Helen and Amanda that I would talk to Ed and tell him I would evict Deana if he puts up Judd if he wins next HOH. Am I going to tell him that? Absolutely not. I want him to put up Helen and Amanda. If he puts those two up, then it gives Rhian and I the perfect opportunity to get Amanda out without Helen hating us. Helen will still be on our side because we kept her over Amanda. So now Amanda seems pissed because I wouldn't give in to her plan, but honestly, she lied to me earlier this round when she didn't tell me that she was trying to get Ed backdoor'd. And she still hasn't told me lmao so why should I trust her? I want her gone next week so bad its unbelievable and if its like the last 4 weeks, I should get my way and Amanda should be out the door next week. Rhian and I have gotten our way since Eric left and no one knows that were controlling every vote. First Eric, then Sam, then Faye, now Deana and hopefully next week Amanda. Even if Amanda wins next HOH, she said she is going to put up Judd with Ed since she knows Judd wanted her out thanks to muah! So Judd would leave if Amanda won HOH anyway which isn't bad at all.
Alright so I told Ed if he wins HOH that he needs to put up Amanda and Helen and he said okay. Amanda and Helen think that I asked him to put up Judd though, so I can easily play it off that I did but he didn't listen to me in the event that he does win HOH.
