Diary Room Entries #6

[Rhian]

I'm ecstatic that Ed just won the Head of Household competition. It's perfect. I didn't want to win that challenge, but I still wanted to give a clear effort so it didn't look like I was throwing it. As soon as Ed won, Amanda instantly started freaking out. I started to tell her that she'd more than likely be fine. She'd have four votes keeping her in over Deana or Faye this week, as they are the two people that Ed has on his radar besides her. The four votes would've been myself, GM, Helen, and Peter. But then, I just had to win Temptation for the second time. Gosh. This is the second time I didn't necessarily want it.

I started to debate whether or not I wanted to open the remaining door. The way I saw it, there have been two bad ones opened by GM and Peter, one good one opened by Ed, and the neutral one I opened. That had to mean that this last one was good. Whether or not that was the formula used to make these mini-twists, I went for it and opened it. Turns out it was "good"! I'm now co-HOH this week with Ed. I had a mixed reaction at first but I'm warming up to it. I've been working this game from all sides but it's time to really axe one angle and roll with it. We're moving into the next stage of the game afterall.

My nomination this week is more than likely going to be Faye. She's tried to exclude me from voting plans, she's said to others I shouldn't be trusted because I win Temptation [so, must have lots of ties], and she's made secret alliances. She's made the moves against me. She started it, I'll finish it. Ed has told me that he's doing Amanda and he's set on it. I've already told Amanda that she should expect to be up. With this twist, I'm unable to vote which means there's only six votes this week. She'll have Helen, GM, and Peter. She could potentially have Jade since Jade despises Faye; but does she despise Amanda more? That's the question. We'll have to see how it goes.

[Rhian]

That competition for the Power of Veto was intense. I felt prepared but I definitely think I slipped up on one or two of the placements. I just have to hope that the other housemates go for speed over accuracy and make some mistakes. I'd like to win the Power of Veto, but I think the best case would be for Amanda to win and remove herself from the block. This way, there is no potential chance Amanda could end up leaving. I want Faye to leave this week. If Amanda wins and takes herself off the block, I'll probably stick Judd up. If Judd goes up, then I think he should be perfectly fine over Faye.

I forgot to mention, the rules of the co-HOH week have been explained to me. If someone comes down, I name the replacement. If there is a tie at eviction, Ed will decide who goes home between the two nominees. I think I got it, right?

In the event that nominations do stay the same and one of Amanda or Faye will be leaving, I spoke to Deana. Deana really likes Faye which annoys me. It's like I try to be on the same page with Deana but we're always conflicting. We always have an opposite desire in this game. It's proven to be annoying and it could end up being disastrous at some point. But, I told her about why I decided to nominate Faye. Deana seemed a little taken aback and annoyed that Faye had gone to Judd of all people and included him in an alliance. With Faye also choosing Peter for Veto, this should also tell Deana that Faye prefers others.

I'm starting to think about what to do if the worst case scenario happened, if Faye were to win. That would really mess up things. I could stick Judd up. Judd would go. Seems pretty useless to me, but it keeps Amanda in. I think Deana would evict Judd so she would definitely be the fourth to the original three that were keeping Amanda to begin with. I just don't know. You have to play this game day by day because it changes so often. I can't even keep up with it half the time. One minute I feel like everything is great, the next, I hate it. One minute someone is the bee's knees, the next, I want them to get hit by a bus.

[Rhian]

Faye: I'm not the only one that mentioned temptation
Rhian: I heard you said it. That's the point.
Rhian: You gave me a reason to nominate you.
Rhian: The fact I talk to others and try to be friendly, doesn't mean I can't be trusted. I was in an alliance with you and GM.
Faye: And how long has it been since you spoke in that alliance?
Rhian: Lmao? I sure as hell don't speak to you, and you're in it.
Rhian: And now you know why.
Faye: I don't talk shit to the whole house Rhian
Faye: I just talked to one person
Rhian: That's the point though.
Rhian: You shouldn't even be doing that?
Faye: I can't talk to people about being worried you keep winning temptation?
Faye: oop, sorry
Rhian: And saying you don't know if I can be trusted to be included in anything?
Rhian: We were aligned, idiot.
Faye: Winning temptation back to back in a popularity contest is a bit scary
Rhian: I apologize that I'm social, and talk to people.
Rhian: "Oop", my bad.
Rhian: That's the game, is it not?
Rhian: I never did anything to you prior to show you, you couldn't trust me.
Rhian: Yet you went around and said I was "worrisome".
Faye: is it bad to say that I'm worried?
Rhian: Um, we were in an alliance. You don't go around to other people and say your allies "worry" you.
Faye: but you don't have any other things going for you?
Faye: your completely alone aside from GM?
Rhian: I don't have other 3-5 person alliances.
Rhian: I'm not you.
Faye: I only have one other 3 person alliance
Rhian: Exactly.. you shouldn't if you were aligned to us.
Faye: where'd the 5 come from?
Rhian: Because I don't know what else you're involved in?
Rhian: You're a liar, I don't trust you.
Faye: I'm completely alone now
Rhian: What it boils down to, is that I liked you.
Rhian: I said that at the start of the game.
Rhian: That's why the alliance was made.
Rhian: But then you went and did all of this.
Faye: when you don't talk to me, i just don't feel the love
Rhian: I STOPPED TALKING TO YOU FOR A REASON.
Rhian: Why would I TALK to someone who goes around and tries to plant seeds of doubt and say "Rhian worries me."
Faye: Hey Rhian, guess what? I'm worried
Faye: I'm worried that you won temptation twice
Faye: I'm worried that I'm not as close to you as i used to be
Faye: so yeah Rhian, I'm worried
Rhian: Too little, too late.
Rhian: You can go now.
Rhian: I'm over *this*.
Faye: you try to push this on me
Rhian: It's allllll you.
Faye: but you are the one that backstabbed me
Rhian: LMAO! You're a joke.
Faye: Nominate me, vote me out
Faye: Do whatever you want
Faye: Now I gotta go, goodbye
Rhian: Don't let the door hit your ass on the way out.

[Rhian]

I hate her. I hate her so much. The audacity. For her to say that I backstabbed her!? Get real. At the very start of the game, I really, really liked Faye. I had her best interest in mind. I wanted to go far with she and GM. Then when Faye starts going around to people and saying things about GM and I? What am I supposed to do? Sweep it under the rug? Please. This girl is a joke. Her little crappy "Shadow Mafia" alliance can fall apart now. I swear, if she doesn't leave this week. Ugh. I can't even believe I liked her. That I was aligned with her.

Peter just won the Power of Veto which is pretty great. I really don't think he'll use it on Faye considering how much he's thrown her under the bus to Helen, GM, and I. If anything, he probably won't use it this week and I'll have to rally the votes to make sure Amanda stays. I think it's possible. The two people I need to work on are Deana and Jade. Deana told Amanda two days ago that she'd keep her over Faye, but I don't know. I know Deana likes Faye alot, but that she's also hurt by Faye having this alliance with Judd and Peter.

It won't stop here though. I know this wench is going to come around tonight and keep it going. That's fine, though. I'm more than ready to take her on again. I'm going to use everything I can to ensure that she leaves this week, and right before Jury. I have alot on her, and she doesn't have much on me. I'm going to try to work on Judd and see where his head is at for this vote aswell. He seemed more than thrilled that I nominated Faye alongside Amanda, so I'll try and sway him to evict Faye. Please let this be Faye's time to go.

[Rhian]

I approached Judd tonight and told him about what happened this morning between Faye and I. However, I spun the story in the angle that Faye basically admitted to being in a three person alliance with he and Peter. I also brought up how Faye was aligned to me since Week 1 and that she was "playing us". It seemed to do the trick because then Judd was bashing Faye and wanting to make an alliance. Ugh. I didn't really want to align myself with Judd but I can't say no. Then he mentioned how he only likes Ed and I and wants to make a three person alliance and invite Jade in as a fourth. What the heck?

I went to Jade almost instantly and warned her of this deal that was coming our way. We both laughed about it. Judd is someone that hardly ever talks, but when he does, it's always about super strategy or making alliances. He's shady in that way. Jade and I decided to just entertain the idea but not take it seriously. It's starting to bother me that I'm in so many alliances at the moment. I'm aligned with every single person in the house right now, which means me winning Head of Household would seriously ruin me unless I had a legit reason to nominate and get someone out, like that wench, Fayke.

Speaking of Faye, GM and her are currently engaged in an argument. Faye has seriously outstayed her welcome. I've finally ended the connection between her "mafia" and now she's going to be walking out that front door come tomorrow night. The second she started splashing red paint on my back and dragging GM and my name through the mud to other people, it was game on. I'm not going to sit around and let her continue these antics. Her coming to me and playing innocent like she's never done me or GM any wrong is bogus. In fact, it was like she had serious troll-face the entire time because it was unreal. Go home.