Post by GinaMarie on Oct 13, 2013 19:49:14 GMT -5
I want this HoH so bad. I really feel like I need to start winning some challenges so people think I have actually done something in this game, even though I feel like I have had a pretty big impact on the game so far? As soon as I found out that the challenge was endurance, I knew I could do pretty well at it if I had time. I ended up going 8.5 hours I think and I'm not very happy with myself at all. I was planning on going at least 12 hours, but at 5:30 this morning my computer was being slow and didn't load in time for me to post, hence ending my run. I was so mad and I have a feeling I'm not going to win now.
If I win, I am most likely putting up Faye and Deana. Faye is 1000% being put on the block if I win, but I haven't decided if I would want Deana or Judd. I would want Deana because that would guarantee one of them going home. However, I would rather it be Faye so I feel like putting Judd up next to her would ensure that she goes home. I also don't know how comfortable I would feel having Faye play the veto since she won the last one, but she's done absolutely horrendous in every challenge aside from that one so who knows.
I know Ed really wants to win this too because he doesn't feel safe. Like, he wouldn't be upset if I won, but he wants to win so that Amanda could potentially go home. I don't think he realizes that she probably wouldn't leave if he put her up, since Peter, Helen, Rhian and I wouldn't vote her out. I would push for him to put up Faye because that is basically guaranteeing that Faye would leave if she is up with Amanda. I am trying my best to convince him that putting up Amanda isn't the smartest idea, but its hard to do that without telling him that I am in an alliance with her. Amanda asked me to talk with him to try and sway him if he wins and I am going to do that, but I don't think I can change his mind. He is deadset on Amanda leaving since she put him and Sam up.
Speaking of Sam! I am so happy he left. Its like a weight lifted off of my shoulders. Now, don't get me wrong, I am sure that Sam really was planning on staying loyal to Ed and I....for the time being. I know that down the road, if Sam had to then he would've thrown me under the bus right away. He was the type of player that did his best to get in good with everyone, which is absolutely fine, but he went about it the total wrong way. He would take something that someone said and just tell people. Like, he told Eric that I wanted him gone but told Eric not to tell me. Than when I confronted Sam about it, he told me that Eric must've just misunderstood. This wasn't the first time that Sam had done this to someone, so at that point I just didn't trust him anymore. I feel like I am in good with enough people that I could afford to lose Sam now. Gets out a big strategic and physical threat that we won't have to worry about later in the game.
So yeah, hopefully I win this HoH. I know I beat Faye, which is all that I really cared about tbh because I did not want her winning and being immune from eviction and deciding who gets put up. She doesn't have the brain capacity to handle all of that and I think she would definitely consider putting Rhian and I up, as much as she tells us that she is still with us. She is so fake and I can't wait until she walks out the door. If she is the person that leaves right before jury, I will laugh my ass off and dance around my bedroom. She needs to go and hopefully I can be the one to make it happen.
If I win, I am most likely putting up Faye and Deana. Faye is 1000% being put on the block if I win, but I haven't decided if I would want Deana or Judd. I would want Deana because that would guarantee one of them going home. However, I would rather it be Faye so I feel like putting Judd up next to her would ensure that she goes home. I also don't know how comfortable I would feel having Faye play the veto since she won the last one, but she's done absolutely horrendous in every challenge aside from that one so who knows.
I know Ed really wants to win this too because he doesn't feel safe. Like, he wouldn't be upset if I won, but he wants to win so that Amanda could potentially go home. I don't think he realizes that she probably wouldn't leave if he put her up, since Peter, Helen, Rhian and I wouldn't vote her out. I would push for him to put up Faye because that is basically guaranteeing that Faye would leave if she is up with Amanda. I am trying my best to convince him that putting up Amanda isn't the smartest idea, but its hard to do that without telling him that I am in an alliance with her. Amanda asked me to talk with him to try and sway him if he wins and I am going to do that, but I don't think I can change his mind. He is deadset on Amanda leaving since she put him and Sam up.
Speaking of Sam! I am so happy he left. Its like a weight lifted off of my shoulders. Now, don't get me wrong, I am sure that Sam really was planning on staying loyal to Ed and I....for the time being. I know that down the road, if Sam had to then he would've thrown me under the bus right away. He was the type of player that did his best to get in good with everyone, which is absolutely fine, but he went about it the total wrong way. He would take something that someone said and just tell people. Like, he told Eric that I wanted him gone but told Eric not to tell me. Than when I confronted Sam about it, he told me that Eric must've just misunderstood. This wasn't the first time that Sam had done this to someone, so at that point I just didn't trust him anymore. I feel like I am in good with enough people that I could afford to lose Sam now. Gets out a big strategic and physical threat that we won't have to worry about later in the game.
So yeah, hopefully I win this HoH. I know I beat Faye, which is all that I really cared about tbh because I did not want her winning and being immune from eviction and deciding who gets put up. She doesn't have the brain capacity to handle all of that and I think she would definitely consider putting Rhian and I up, as much as she tells us that she is still with us. She is so fake and I can't wait until she walks out the door. If she is the person that leaves right before jury, I will laugh my ass off and dance around my bedroom. She needs to go and hopefully I can be the one to make it happen.