Week Six: "Epic Fayl"

[Faye]

So the idea of Ed leaving kinda crumbled, but at least I was there to pick up any fragments that could've fallen. I think this isn't nearly as bad as my last blunder.

Judd thinks I played him though, which I had no intent of doing.

I was just trying to set up the votes in our favor, and things didn't work out. I guess Deana/Helen don't trust Judd? Like, get over it. Sometimes people have mutual benefits. Ohwell. Ed staying hopefully won't hurt me much. I just feel like we lost a chance to oust a good threat. Sam was like a little mouse. Sneaky, nibbles on your toes at night, but mostly harmless. No one trusts a mouse.

But yeah. Judd thinks I was playing him. I wish he didn't come to that kind of conclusion so quickly



I think no matter who wins HoH, I won't be the priority. I still feel like I need to play hard, though. I would hate to be blindsided.


My whole thought process yesterday was that like... Sam is harmless, Ed isn't. I just felt like we had a good opportunity to oust a good player, and I hope I don't live to regret it. I mean, I didn't ruin it, Helen did. I think I need to work on being more easy going, though.


I like to call myself a free thinker. Many people feel like this game is divided in half, and I honestly am not sure where the line is drawn. Is it... Gina/Rhian/Ed/Jade vs Amanda/Deana/Helen? With just Judd and I derping around in the middle? Or is it less or more then that? I don't really understand big brother.


Funny how I don't understand Big Brother, yet I try to make moves in the game. A for effort, right?




For now, I'm just gonna lay back and see where HoH lands. Then, I'm going to see if I need to even scramble. THEN, I think I'm just not going to bother. I've done a bad job at just letting the wind blow, and I need to just stay passive unless it's something that I feel I need to fight for. I'm just gonna sit tight, and hopefully let this game come to me. If the house is divided like many people feel, then I'd be very... very happy. I feel like it's more then that though. However, I'm just gonna keep that to myself.


I just need to chill, and embrace the social aspect of this game better. I gotta fix my problems, because soon, I'm going to have a jury that I need to impress.



I hope Peter and I are still a thing. I hope that I can rely on Peter long term. I'm just unsure about where his head is at with others. I know that Peter really didn't want to vote for Ed. Either he legit thought it was a bad idea, or he is close with Ed. I hope it's the first.


Anyways, thanks for reading and caring about what I have to say. Stay classy.

[Faye]

Ahhhhh, so Ed won HoH. Out of everyone in the house at this point, he would probably be one of the worst people for my game to win HoH, after maybe Jade (ikr, Jade who?) but he worked hard for it and deserves it. If I go home, then I totally respect that he worked for 10 hours to get me home and I'd take it as a compliment.




However, I think it'll be Amanda who is put up against me. I feel like it's either me/Amanda, or Amanda/Jade, or maybe Judd/Amanda. I hope it's the middle obviously. I feel like I can beat Amanda if she's up against me, but if it's Jade/Amanda, then I'd persevere to get Jade out. She's not even here. We'll see where the cards fall.

So uh, Rhian won temptation again. Without me voting for her. 




This is getting almost ridiculous. Rhian and GM have won temptation back to back to back, and it's getting kinda old. Whose voting for them? I think Jade and Ed might, and I obviously think they're voting each other. Yet they still tell me "oh, were still tight! You won't be nominated!". Sure bruh. Whatever you and your little voters say. I'm just not digging the fact that they are winning these popularity contests.

I'm thinking a little GM/Rhian nomination needs to happen soon. I don't think I'd risk asking Ed to do that, but maybe if someone like Helen or Peter or Judd won HoH, they'd be game for it. Who knows at this point.

There's also a chance that there's a group of people who are only voting for Rhian/GM to make them look like a threat. That's a possibility too. I shouldn't assume things right off the bat. I'm not sure I wan't to exactly bring it up with Rhian/GM though. It'd be a bit awk.

"Hey! Why are you winning all these popularity contests! I'm a bit jealous, afterall"




However I do feel like it needs a bit of an explanation, right? 

Moving on, Ed did win HoH. I talked a bit about it before, but let's remember something important. Helen was THIS CLOSE to voting out Ed with Deana/Judd/myself. How ironic would it be if Ed suddenly decided to nominate Helen/Amanda? I bet Helen would reaaaally regret stuff then.




Juries coming up. Moving forward in this game, I'm gonna talk to Ed soon to see if he and I are cool. That whole Aussie thing was weeks ago, and happened before Amanda put him up. If I'm up against Amanda, I think I'll stay. I'll try to push a Jade nomination idea toward Ed though, and hopefully it flies.

I know I know, Jade who? Isn't it a bad idea to get inactive boring people out early? I say no. I don't respect it when people drag corpses to the end of games. It's just slimy and a disgusting way to play. I want her out, before people do that in this game.

Anyways, wish me luck!

[Faye]

Oct 16, 2013 15:45:50 GMT -7 Judd said:

Host you might as well have said "Judd is retarded".

Judd, you are literally... the stupidest person ever.

So he told Rhian/GM about the shadow mafia. Thanks bruh. 

I was all worried about Peter, then Judd goes and causes a rift. Ugh.

At least Peter won. If it wasn't me, I would want it to have been Peter. 

His reasoning is that he thinks I turned on him. Oh, because a vote didn't work out instantly means I backstabbed you? What? Clearly that's not my motive. I don't know what his reasoning was, I even showed him my voting log where I changed my vote several times. I also showed him where I messaged him telling him about the vote change. I literally showed him any proof he needed. What would I gain for that backstab anyways? I don't get him sometimes.

Anyways, I think I'm leaving. I'm like, 80% sure I'm leaving. Rhian seems pissed as fuck, and GM hasn't spoken to me. Um... Judd is an airhead, so he pobably isn't going to save the person that he backstabbed thinking I backstabbed him by changing the vote when we suddenly lost numbers. Deana/Helen might save me, but I don't know their relationship with Amanda at this point. Peter is my lifeline at this point. God, thankfully Peter is coherent and nice. Even if he doesn't use veto on me, I totally understand everything. I hope he does, and I"m talking to him about it now, so fingers crossed.

Rhian and GM are rightfully mad at me, but they're insane to think that winning 4 temptations between the 2 of them isn't an alarm for something. Rhian said that she didn't ask for them, and they just came to her. She also said "Im sorry for talking to people and liking them" or something like that in a very snooty way. I'm just like, uh, people don't vote for someone because their nice. Actually, I didn't say that, but man I thought it a ton.


I've come to terms that this game is out of my hands, and either I stay, or Amanda leaves. It's not up to me anymore, not like it ever was.





I caught a fatal case of the "Played too hard" sniffles. I'm gonna lose in this game because I couldn't just keep my hands in my pockets and let things roll. I think my paranoia stemmed from me not knowing how to play BB, or what tempo to contend in. 


Oh well, this game is too confusing for me. It's probably for the best that I leave early, but I'm still going to fight for safety. It's not in the cards.


I understand Rhian, and GM's reasoning behind ousting me. It's totally understandable. But Judd... what an IDIOT. God damn. Seriously


Oh well. It's been tight. Hopefully I stay. At least when I leave, I'll have a fitting episode title.