Amanda's Diary

[Amanda]

Once again I am back! Third time is a charm, ain't it? I totally want to make this my signature but for now I want to remain alias.


Playing twice now, I have learned a lot. My first time I wasn't so serious and my second time I went in aggressive. Both times house-calls wanted me to go farther and this time I hope I don't disappoint. It's not my fault the house guest always hate on me! Now that I am AMANDA, 100% they will hate on me even more! BRING IT ON!

I have all the bad qualities you don't want to have going into a Big Brother game. I don't have any people skills. I am a horrible liar. I can be very gullible and I believe people easily. I would have said I am horrible at challenges but the last 2 times I played I didn't do so bad. Not I am not the crazy bitch who goes all night and all day in an endurance challenge. So don't get it twisted!

Going into this game my strategy is going to be a character of course. It's always fun to be a character and I don't care how the house guest react to it. I am still debating if I should start out a little under the radar since being over the top never helps me.

Having talked to a couple people so far, I have been fairly normal on aim. I do have my Amanda moments but then switch back that I am just kidding and it's all fun.

This time I at the very least I have to make jury! I am way overdue to make jury! But I am going into this game to win it! Not just that but I will be making all stars this time so all stars who are reading this! You betta watch out!

[Colby]

Good luck =] ily

[KEVIN]

Best of luck <333 U still like pizza?

[Amanda]

Sept 20, 2013 2:18:04 GMT -5 KEVIN said:

Best of luck <333 U still like pizza?

[Drew Daniel]

You rock cause you chose to play as Amanda GL <3

[Kat]

[Shadow]

ugh that gif^^ should have never happened

and ROCK ON AMANDA!!!!!!!

[Shane Meaney]

yes Amanda <3 YES

[James Rhine]

Good luck, good luck, good luck!!

[Amanda]

Obviously Frank is not rooting for me!

[Frank]

Hi. You are my favorite, can you please make all stars so we can be F2.

[Amanda]

Holy crap! This round is going by super fast! I haven't had time to talk to everyone but I am trying my best. Steven winning hoh was a suprise and I never had a chance to talk to him. Great am I going on the block again first week? I pmed him saying that if he keeps me safe, he is safe during my hoh. It helped because I am not nominated. He nominated Ed and Jen.

I didn't get to play in the veto which was a bummer! I have won the first povs in season 2 and 3! Wanted to win it again! Least I get to relax like the queen I am! So far the people I have talked to are Ed, Faye, GM, Helen, Rhian and Sam. They all seem like nice people so far. Helen and I both love Miley Cyrus! Suck it Shadow!

GM and I were playing as characters which was fun. Ed and Sam are both competiing to be my pizza boy. Ed does have the advantage because he already mentioned alliance which I like. Usually people say it's a red flag if someone offers an alliance early but as you know I am a very fast pace person. So it was a turn on! Rhian was a decent person too!

Right now I feel the closest with Sam and Ed! Sam better stay over Jen!

[Amanda]

Alright! Let's get this over with! After Jen leaves it seemed like Dan was the house easy target. He hasn't really been around and we can all look forward to another easy week. The hoh competition was majority rules and I did fairly well at it. I knew I didn't want Bart, Dan, Deana, Judd or Peter to win the competition because I would feel most in danger.

When Rhian wins I felt pretty good. Even though we had 1 chat, I felt like we bonded very well. She's not someone I would have nominate had I won anyways. She has no reason to nominate me when we have Bart and Dan who are basic bitches!

Since I had a long shift at work I decided to pm Rhian about not nominating me. That I would return the favor.

Sept 24, 2013 19:23:30 GMT -5 Rhian said:

Thank you! I've been very torn with these nominations because I feel like everyone has stepped up. I won't lie to you but people have been saying your name too and that they haven't spoken to you as much. I liked that one time we spoke but we haven't caught eachother. You're not the only name I've heard so it's not decided yet. I just don't want to surprise you or leave you in the dark.

What a little bitch! Really people want me on the block already?! I know for a fact I am more active than other folks. Clearly this feels personal!

At this very moment I feel like Ed is one of my closest allies. For the poll I voted for Ed, Sam and Helen since I feel the most connection with them. Ed wins a vacation from the game giving him immunity for the round. He was able to pick 2 other people to join him and he picks Sam/GM! WHAT! Why didn't you pick me?! I thought we were close? Clearly Ed is not someone who is fully with me.

Nominations are revealed and it's me and Bart! Seriously? Why does this always happen to me?! I always have to fight my ass off early in the game while these stupid floaters get to relax. I am sorry that I can't be under the boring radar. I am sorry that I can't hide my emotions. I am sorry that I have a personality.

My head starts spinning as soon as I was nominated. My first thought is that someone or some alliance is after me. It can't just be because I didn't talk to certain people. There is way more too it! I vent to Ed and he appears shocked. He said had he known I was in danger he would have saved me. No bitch you always choose to save your allies!

I am in pan nick mode! I decide to talk to every person on aim and clearly I am freaking out to them. Deana acts super cold to me. Like a stuck up little bitch, turns out I have played with her before. Hated her then as Deana and I hate her now as Deana!

I am really shocked how I am on the block and not Dan! When I mentioned that to Steven he defended Dan and got attitude with me! Steven can kiss my dirrty ass!

Judd is someone I didn't like from the start. He acted super sympathetic towards me though. He totally threw me off, he says he wants to keep me. But I don't know if I can trust him. Faye is someone who mentioned I am more active than Bart which would make her want to keep me as well.

I am not really counting on me being more active than Bart because don't we all remember when Danielle left over WIL! I am totally getting season 2 nightmares! Hoh is majority rules! I get nominated by some jealous bitch! This sucks!

Now this is where shit starts getting real. I talked to Jade and she feels out of the loop. She mentions a gut feeling about a guy alliance going on. I don't know if she just wants to make shit up and get my paranoia even higher. But it could be true! Jade mentions something that totally blindsided me! When I asked her who would keep me over Bart she said this....

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Jade (10:23:50 PM): all i know is that Ed won't, he wants bart to stay :-\
Jade (10:24:12 PM): idk
workbxxchbangerz (10:24:15 PM): what he say?
Jade (10:24:37 PM): just that he wanted bart to stay and asked if i was willing to keep him too
workbxxchbangerz (10:24:49 PM): so hes gonna tell people
workbxxchbangerz (10:24:52 PM): to keep bart?
workbxxchbangerz (10:24:57 PM): cause ed cant vote
Jade (10:25:05 PM): oohhh that is right
Jade (10:25:18 PM): errr, i was gonna say what about GM, but then i remember she cant vote either
workbxxchbangerz (10:25:27 PM): gm, sam and ed cant vote
workbxxchbangerz (10:25:32 PM): but ed really pushed for bart to stay?
Jade (10:26:06 PM): not really push per se, idk if he asked anyone else though
workbxxchbangerz (10:26:17 PM): wow
workbxxchbangerz (10:26:18 PM): im shocked
Jade (10:26:30 PM): did you think you had ed too?
workbxxchbangerz (10:26:38 PM): he acted like he was on my side
workbxxchbangerz (10:26:43 PM): to stay
Jade (10:27:11 PM): oohh. well he told me to keep bart before i left soo, idk

THAT LITTLE FUCKING TROLL! Everything clicks to me! Why did he win in that poll? Because he has ties everywhere! Ed is in the best spot in the game right now because he is bonding well with everyone. Now first I wasn't sure if I should believe Jade right away. I wanted to confront Ed but I didn't want to lose Jade's trust. So I decided to have Helen do some snooping and see what she can get out of Ed.

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workbxxchbangerz (9:52:56 PM): Have you heard anything?
Ed (9:53:09 PM): no it's been quiet
workbxxchbangerz (9:53:15 PM): Has Bart been on?
Ed (9:53:20 PM): im just watching tv shows
Ed (9:53:23 PM): and no i dont think so
workbxxchbangerz (10:15:54 PM): you really dont know anything
workbxxchbangerz (10:16:08 PM): ik im driving you crazy but im nominated and my head is spinning
Ed (10:16:11 PM): i really don't

Why is he doing this? I was on his side! Super blinded might I add! He could have easily used me! Also so Rhian DOES want me out! Everything is confirmed! And he was hiding this all from me!

I mean I know I can be loud and out there. But I never mentioned anything about who I would target. My only guess is that I made it known that I am eager to play this game and get my hands dirty. There has to be more to it! I swear I cannot catch a fucking break!

Even though I shouldn't trust anyone the person I trust most is Helen by far. I even revealed my real aim and all that jazz. I do trust Jade a little but she likes to stir the pot from what I can tell.

My best bet is to win this veto competition! If I lose it and the nominations stay the same. I will most likely get evicted which is ridiculous! Counting the votes right now are hard. People could easily be lying to me since we have a house filled with liars.

Ed, Rhian and Steven are on my shit list! Deana I am not going to waste my time on. I don't need catty drama!

I will need 5 votes to stay and it might be close. I have Helen and Jade locked. Faye, Judd and Eric are people I am going to campaign hard for. Possibly Peter but I get a sense he doesn't like me.

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[Amanda]

You want to win a veto?

You better work bitch!

[Andrew]

Have my babies Amanda!!!