Post by Faye on Oct 4, 2013 9:58:05 GMT -5
And I stayed. End scene
I'm still alive and kicking in this game. I didn't think I'd leave, but you never really know. It's still not a good feeling to be nominated, I have learned.
Apparently, Eric and Judd talked about wanting me out. Of course I didn't hear this from Judd or Eric, but I heard it from GinaMarie. Should I trust this information? I dunno. I have this sinking feeling that Gina really wants me to nominate them when I win HoH, so I'm not sure if what she's telling me is the truth or an exaggeration or even a complete lie. Judd thinks that I shared his numbers.
However, I feel like Gina shared my numbers. It's not like I'm going to hold a grudge over Gina based on an assumption. If he thinks me sharing his numbers signifies anything in 2-3 weeks, then he's wrong. If he carries this over his head, then he'd lose a valuable vote in his favor. Besides, he has no proof. It's an assumption about the whole numbers thing. He could just be voting out someone who legitimately didn't share his numbers. He's right about his assumption, but still.
So to backtrack, Rhian won the temptation last week and I didn't even vote for her. I voted for myself and for Gina. So that's something. I dunno, Rhian would probably have gotten my vote if I had to vote for three people. Still though, that's a little unnerving. That means a majority of the people decided that Rhian deserved the temptation, which probably means that Rhian has more voters in her pocket then just Gina and I. Also, I'm willing to gamble that Gina voted for Rhian but that's just an assumption. I'm willing to bet that my Femme Fatales aren't as loyal to me as I am with them, which is okay. That makes me the victim, and I'm very good at pulling off the victim card. I got as far as 2nd in my Survivor game with the victim card.
I'm just so good at these challenges. Until I win one though, I'm hyping up relationships with Rhian/Gina/ and Helen/Amanda. I'm trying to show that I'm loyal, so I don't get nominated by the people that trust me and I trust back. Also, I'm not spreading shit around. Eric came to me and is all like "Helen is scummy because of this and that" and I'm just thinking that those are brave words coming from someone who wanted me out (if what Gina says is true). I'm just trying to avoid the spotlight until I'm forced to have the spotlight, like when I win HoH. The best way to do this is to keep all the secrets I can (aside from unimportant ones, which I give to GM/Rhian to show I'm loyal) and to be indifferent when it comes to nominations and votes. However, I realize being indifferent shows how you don't really answer the question and your being wishywashy. So if I'm asked for my opinion, I would say "I'm indifferent, but if I had to chose, I'd pick so-and-so". That way I don't avoid the question, but I also make it known that I'm not playing all sides and show my loyalties in any department.
This game though, I dunno. Maybe it's BB, or maybe it's the cast, but I can't trust any person really. I felt like I could trust Peter, but I we haven't been online to really solidify anything. Ed gives me washy answers, and trusts GM/Rhian more. GM and Rhian have options that don't include me, so that makes me uneasy. I actually kinda trust Amanda and Helen, but unless I win HoH before GM/Rhian win HoH, then they are likely getting nominated. Sam didn't even talk to me until it was obvious I was staying. Jade hasn't even spoken to me. So while it was nice I stayed 10-0, no one has really given me a chance to trust them after being in a tricky spot.
I also have a hard time relating to a lot of people. I don't watch Big Brother or the Voice, so that puts me back right off the bat. To continue, Sam watches vh1, which is the channel I absolutely hate and I think it's trash. Of course I didn't tell him that, but it just pushes me away from having something to talk about. Everyone has jobs, everyone is doing things that I don't, and I either just sit in my room, go to the gym, or go to school. Maybe I'm the boring one, but I just don't have much in common with anyone. No one likes football, or rugby, or high school. Oh well, makes my impending victory even more impressive right?
I don't even know what movies my gif's come from. Jeezm.
Alright, that about wraps up my confessional today. I don't think I'm leaving at thistribal council eviction, but I think I have to really work soon to let people know I'm an asset when it comes to being in power. I'm on the bottom, and damnit, I wan't to be on the top.
Faye signs off. Thanks!
I'm still alive and kicking in this game. I didn't think I'd leave, but you never really know. It's still not a good feeling to be nominated, I have learned.
Apparently, Eric and Judd talked about wanting me out. Of course I didn't hear this from Judd or Eric, but I heard it from GinaMarie. Should I trust this information? I dunno. I have this sinking feeling that Gina really wants me to nominate them when I win HoH, so I'm not sure if what she's telling me is the truth or an exaggeration or even a complete lie. Judd thinks that I shared his numbers.
However, I feel like Gina shared my numbers. It's not like I'm going to hold a grudge over Gina based on an assumption. If he thinks me sharing his numbers signifies anything in 2-3 weeks, then he's wrong. If he carries this over his head, then he'd lose a valuable vote in his favor. Besides, he has no proof. It's an assumption about the whole numbers thing. He could just be voting out someone who legitimately didn't share his numbers. He's right about his assumption, but still.
So to backtrack, Rhian won the temptation last week and I didn't even vote for her. I voted for myself and for Gina. So that's something. I dunno, Rhian would probably have gotten my vote if I had to vote for three people. Still though, that's a little unnerving. That means a majority of the people decided that Rhian deserved the temptation, which probably means that Rhian has more voters in her pocket then just Gina and I. Also, I'm willing to gamble that Gina voted for Rhian but that's just an assumption. I'm willing to bet that my Femme Fatales aren't as loyal to me as I am with them, which is okay. That makes me the victim, and I'm very good at pulling off the victim card. I got as far as 2nd in my Survivor game with the victim card.
I'm just so good at these challenges. Until I win one though, I'm hyping up relationships with Rhian/Gina/ and Helen/Amanda. I'm trying to show that I'm loyal, so I don't get nominated by the people that trust me and I trust back. Also, I'm not spreading shit around. Eric came to me and is all like "Helen is scummy because of this and that" and I'm just thinking that those are brave words coming from someone who wanted me out (if what Gina says is true). I'm just trying to avoid the spotlight until I'm forced to have the spotlight, like when I win HoH. The best way to do this is to keep all the secrets I can (aside from unimportant ones, which I give to GM/Rhian to show I'm loyal) and to be indifferent when it comes to nominations and votes. However, I realize being indifferent shows how you don't really answer the question and your being wishywashy. So if I'm asked for my opinion, I would say "I'm indifferent, but if I had to chose, I'd pick so-and-so". That way I don't avoid the question, but I also make it known that I'm not playing all sides and show my loyalties in any department.
This game though, I dunno. Maybe it's BB, or maybe it's the cast, but I can't trust any person really. I felt like I could trust Peter, but I we haven't been online to really solidify anything. Ed gives me washy answers, and trusts GM/Rhian more. GM and Rhian have options that don't include me, so that makes me uneasy. I actually kinda trust Amanda and Helen, but unless I win HoH before GM/Rhian win HoH, then they are likely getting nominated. Sam didn't even talk to me until it was obvious I was staying. Jade hasn't even spoken to me. So while it was nice I stayed 10-0, no one has really given me a chance to trust them after being in a tricky spot.
I also have a hard time relating to a lot of people. I don't watch Big Brother or the Voice, so that puts me back right off the bat. To continue, Sam watches vh1, which is the channel I absolutely hate and I think it's trash. Of course I didn't tell him that, but it just pushes me away from having something to talk about. Everyone has jobs, everyone is doing things that I don't, and I either just sit in my room, go to the gym, or go to school. Maybe I'm the boring one, but I just don't have much in common with anyone. No one likes football, or rugby, or high school. Oh well, makes my impending victory even more impressive right?
I don't even know what movies my gif's come from. Jeezm.
Alright, that about wraps up my confessional today. I don't think I'm leaving at this
Faye signs off. Thanks!
I love your DR's though, ugh! We should have totally been friends!
