Week 4

[GinaMarie]

^My reaction to the announcement for this round. Ugh, I thought I got away from Survivor finally. I don't want to play Survivor lmao. I'm like, really nervous for this round and I'm not sure why because I'd like to think that I'm in a pretty good position right now and that there would be no way I could have majority votes this round. The only people I could see potentially voting me are Deana, Eric & Judd. I feel like they each have their own targets that aren't me so I wouldn't even really expect them to vote me. Even so, I'm so so nervous but maybe I'm overreacting. It just seems like fate that the round that I would go would be the only round that Survivor is involved haha.

ANYWAY. I'm now really happy that I made a deal with Amanda. That helps out so much because now I know where her head is at and who her targets are and I'm not one of them. The only thing is, Ed wants her gone pretty badly and thinks most people do. Now, I wouldn't be upset if Amanda left, but it would benefit my game much more if Judd, Eric or Deana left. Ed said that Judd and Eric offered him an alliance and while he's not true to it, he thinks its a good idea to keep them around a bit because he'll always know what they're thinking. Well, same reason for me keeping Amanda around for now because I know where her head is at. The only reasonable solution is Deana just to make Ed happy, but Rhian would rather Judd go and I kind of would too. I'm sure I can talk Ed into it and if he didn't want to then we'd still have the numbers to do it anyway. I just don't want to do that to Ed and I don't want him thinking I'm going against him or anything.

Also, we can't really decide anything until we see who wins immunity. That will be a big factor in the decision making and Eric and Judd could end up winning for all we know. So talking about potential targets right now is just stupid because anything can change when someone is immune, trust me I know. Speaking of the challenge, I literally most likely sucked ass on it lmao. I have only seen this past season of US Big Brother so I only knew GM, Amanda, Judd & Helen. I had to watch YouTube clips of the other people to see them but some of them had very little footage because of them being foreign. I knew who Bart was because he doesn't speak English! I'm not expecting to win this challenge at all, but I did go pretty slow because I was more focused on getting them correct than going quick. It'll be a miracle if I win haha but I'm keeping my fingers crossed. If not than there is always veto!

[Colby]

Nemo!

[GinaMarie]

Judd is growing increasingly irritating and annoying omfg kill me

[GinaMarie]

LOL HOW DID I ALMOST WIN THAT

[GinaMarie]

Faye trying to make an alliance with Judd and not telling Rhian or I...VERY SUSPICIOUS AND SHADY FAYE!

[GinaMarie]

So Rhian told me that Peter came to her and told her that Faye and Judd invited him into a chat and wanted the three of them to be an alliance. It confused me greatly why Faye would want to align with someone that a lot of people want to see gone. I could see if she was just using him for now, but apparently she is serious about it. Not long after Rhian told me, Peter told me about it too which makes me think that he actually isn't for the alliance at all. Not that I would expect him to be because I know he is one of the people that would like to see Judd gone soon and I don't think he talks to Faye as much as he talks to others. 

I talked with Faye after I found out about it and tried beating around the bush to see if she would tell me about it and she decided not to tell me, for whatever reason. I don't see the reason for being shady especially to the people that you are supposedly fully with. Does she not think it will get out at some point? I just hate the shadiness between alliance members and I'm hoping at some point she will tell us. Peter has already told both of us every detail about it. So I told Rhian in retaliation we should offer Peter an alliance with the three of us and leave Faye out. That doesn't mean that we wouldn't be with Faye still but if she is going to try and go behind us to better herself than we should be doing the same. Its too early in the game for this shit and Faye clearly doesn't really know what she's doing. I know I can't talk since I'm a newb but it's just my perception right now.

[GinaMarie]

Faye is an idiot! She wants to target...Ed?! Why? I don't understand the thought process at all and it isn't going to work. Why is she going against Rhian and I all of the sudden? If we wanted to, we could easily get the votes to get her out of the game tonight. Me, Rhian, Ed, Sam, Jade, Peter, Amanda, Helen that's 8 right there. All the Aussies would do it because they know that Faye thinks the three of them are together. That wouldn't really benefit me though because I might be able to still salvage Faye and it would draw a line in the sand that I am not comfortable with. I don't feel comfortable working with Sam and Jade at all. Apparently, Sam leaked something I said to Eric last night. Sam and I were talking and Sam asked me what I wanted to do and I told him that a lot of people were saying Eric and I would be fine with it if it was majority. Sam ran to Eric and told him that I wanted him out and now Eric is asking everyone why I am targeting him. Fuck Sam! What is the point of that?

These people crack me up because they think no one will tell anyone anything. This is the second time Sam has said something and it got out. Its making him look so bad and no one other than Ed wants to work with him. If he wasn't immune than I think he would be leaving this round and Rhian and I would have no problem voting for him. The whole thing is just so stupid, I don't see the point of people stirring the pot and trying to make a big move this early. Faye has no clue what she's doing and Sam is just a worthless piece of shit. I don't think I'm a target this round, but I still want one of my targets to go home.

To be continued...