Diary Rooms

[Deana]

Welcome to Queen Deana's Diary Room!

I'm excited to play! I haven't been around for a couple of months now. It's good to play again as always. I always keep telling myself I'm done but I keep coming back.

Being so disconnected with the ORG community for a couple of months is kind of a disadvantage to some extent. I feel like I'll have a harder time identifying people and what not but really I'm not the type of person that needs to expose people's alias or whatever to play the game so I'm not going to stress myself over any of it.

I've been online today on AIM. I need to get used to logging into AIM again everyday. I might just set up AIM mobile so people don't have excuses to not IM me.

I'm pretty excited to play. I haven't determined what will be my approach towards the game but I'd rather not plan it. I definitely want to work on the character part. I want to be kind of a diva but not in a mean way. I want to be well liked and still act like a Diva.

There's not much game for me to talk about right now. I've been pretty low key about it. Rhian definitely stands out for me so far. She seems like a sweet girl and someone I'd get along with. But I don't want to jump into any alliances just now. I think I'll avoid creating any alliances myself for now. I'd rather be welcomed into them.

I'll be hoping to take a different approach of what I usually take. But honestly, I've tried this 100 times. Like I said. HOPE. I think I'll do well overall.

Hi hosts!

[Kat]

<33 I didn't see this good luck!

[Deana]

Week 1

Week 1 has been a bit slow. Very little gametalk and more so chit chat here and there. I haven't really "connected" with a lot of people yet but I can see somethings coming together for me a little bit later on. Rhian definitely left a good impression on me. I love talking to her. I like Peter, he talks a lot but he seems very smart. GinaMarie is also a sweetie, I can see us being friendly for the most part. And Faye, she's been engaging in conversations. Those 4 are the ones that stood out.

As for bad impressions, Amanda, being a total bitch and flat out shut her down. She is probably role playing but I hated Amanda on the show so it's easy to hate Amanda here as well. Dan, super boring...next. Jen, holy crap, this girl sent me 30920492 IMs while I was mobile. Once she saw I didn't respond she started calling me "Derek" who I have no idea who that is. So good thing it'll make my vote easier. And lastly Steven, I'd rather watch paint dry. What a boring guy. I'm not sure how he won HoH but Lord is he boring.

Pretty short diary room but it's a slow week. I expect things to pick up. And also I'd like to point out that I giggled when Peter got to vote in public. Loved that. And I was a bit surprised that Steven cleaned sweep the week.

[KEVIN]

What is the Queen thinking?

[Deana]

Week 2 & Week 3

I'm pretty behind! Oops! I'll try to cram as much information as I can. So update on alliances? I definitely trust Rhian. I always talk to her about anything and everything in the game. She's so easy to talk to. I adore her. I can see us working long term and kicking some major butt. It helps that she won HOH because I knew I was completely safe this week. I wasn't very surprised with her nominations. Bart and Amanda are kind of inactive. But then Amanda winning the veto? I didn't see that one coming. And I think what shocked me and the house was her time, it's kind of impossible to get 2 minutes. A lot of people rumored that she was cheating and that Helen gave her answers or something. My opinion? I wouldn't put it past people to cheat but I pray to God that it's not the case. I know the hosts would put their foot down if they know someone is cheating. So I have to trust their judgement like I always have. Once Amanda took herself down; Rhian nominated Dan. I think it was a great choice. Dan sucks all around. He's really boring and then out of nowhere he decided to try to talk to people. It's like, um people have been playing this game since week 1 and you're just catching on? Bye bye!


And now this week, Sam ends up winning the box challenge. Honestly, I was out early and I'd like to think that Jade or Peter didn't give out my numbers (I gave them my numbers). But I don't want to put a lot of thought into it. I'd rather not get into and puzzle myself thinking of dynamics. I think if there's alliances and all of that things will eventually come out to light. I'd rather not push it right now. I don't want people to think that I'm digging for information this early. I'll take it easy for now. Things couldn't go that smooth for a simple week. I had Steven kind of confront me about being in an alliance with Helen, Peter, Jade & Amanda. I was surprised and upset. He says that 3 people confirmed or something like that to him. Honestly, I'd like to know where this is all coming from. I'm so clueless because I don't feel like there's any evidence or even a concrete theory to support any of this. To top the night off Steven storms off quitting once he knew he was going up on the block. I'm not shocked, really.

So I was chosen for the veto. I wasn't happy. I don't want to win the veto. I don't want people to think I'm a threat I guess. Although I didn't give it my 100% I ended up winning it? I wouldn't say I threw it but I know I could have gone faster. I'm kind of happy and bummed at the same time. Happy because maybe any easy target assumptions that people had of nominating me are probably gone knowing I can be a strong competitor but at the same time I guess it does put a target on your back? I don't know or can't decide if it's a curse or blessing. But at least I started building my rapport in the house with my first win.

Once I won I made sure to let Faye know that I'm on her side. You know try to build something there. But I did let her know that I'm most likely not using it. I don't feel like I need to rock the boat right now and draw anymore attention to myself. And I think I've made the right decision. I don't feel like Bart will do any good for anyone in the house. And I'm confident that he's going home. I'll be shocked if he doesn't go.

I'm fairly confident about my place in the house. I'd like to think that I'm social enough to coast through this pre-jury phase without an HOH win. I'd like for it to be like that for now. I don't want to play a heavy challenge whoring game. Although I'm not sure how I will fare against everyone else in other competitions. I have some watch your back deals. Mainly Rhian and Sam. But Sam definitely made me raise my eyebrows this week in concern. Once he won I asked him what about Amanda? And his response was something along the lines of "I like her, I told her last night that you like her. I'm not putting her up." For someone who was polarizing during week 2 you'd think she's set to go up on the block. Much to my surprise not even considerate. And once he told me that Faye was going up I tried kind of you know get him to not do that but again he had another weird response "You can become close to her. I'm playing the game for you as well. Make sure to let her know that you're with her and comfort her." To me that sounds like he thinks I'm an idiot or something. Like if he thinks he's mastermind things around here. But for now, I'll just let it be and pretend everything is okay. But Queen Deana is watching you Sam. VERY closely.

[Deana]

Recap of Weeks 4 & 5

So much hot hot hot updates. Like I can't even...I don't know where to start. All I have to say is that Queen Deana is going and going on strong.

Once we had the Survivor week revealed I was originally excited. I figured there's no way I'd go over an Aussie. This is THE week to start their doomsday. But we learn that we have to compete in HoH and PoV for immunity which I thought great, maybe I can secure my spot in the house although going into the HoH I didn't feel in danger.

We had the HoH and I thought I did okay? But then results came around and I flopped. (lol) Sam winning? At the moment I had mixed feelings. Good, because I thought I'd be able to finally get Ed out but then bad because if Ed does win then Sam and him will still be here next week. Kind of sucks.

Something really unexpected happened. People who know me I can be this crazy psychotic trainwreck at times or this really level headed smart player. I think that I finally made a great move. I decided to approach Amanda with everything I knew about regarding the Aussies, our ridiculous beef and other things. Turns out that Sam has been playing everyone. My suspicions were all correct and things seemed to be lining up for his game. But not only that, he completely sold me down the river to Amanda showing her conversations we had. At that point I knew I was done with Sam. And then Amanda showed me things Ed had been saying about me. I think what stings the most is that Ed seems to have some vendetta against me from like week 1 or something. I've never done anything to this guy and I don't understand this unwarranted tension between us. I did like him the first week but then he was terribly dull and hard to talk to. I mean if he is then why should I not be allowed to speak up about it? I told Jade, which in retrospect was a horrible mistake in my part but in that moment, things had not clicked in my mind about the Aussie deal and the whole ordeal with the box challenge.

Recap about box challenge: I compared notes with various people and it turns out that Aussies definitely worked that Box challenge to their favor. Apparently, GinaMarie was giving them peoples numbers because it seems that she was asking for numbers from everyone.

So going into the PoV I thought I'd do well. But with the board clock not being 100% accurate I did mess up a couple of seconds. Which to be honest, I think I was super close. But Helen really pulled it together. I was happy for her. I think people underestimate Helen in this game but I think she's a very well capable player. So that night of the results I come online. And Faye playing her little lesbian game flirting with me wanted to talk about "secrets". She uncovers this plan to get rid of an Aussie. She was very set on booting Jade. I tried swaying her into Ed. For many reasons, Jade is kind of a waste of vote. She's inactive and irrelevant in this game. Jade at this point hasn't shown any potential of turning the game around for her own good. I'd like to think that her status as a goat is solidly cemented in this game. So she fills me in on that Peter, Judd & Eric were ready to do this. The vote was supposed to be Eric or Judd. So when I try to get Ed those little bastards throw me under the bus and try strong arming us into voting another way. Um, you guys are supposed to be foddery shit in the game and goats. Why are we going to listen to anything that you bumbling idiots have to say? I honestly wasn't having any of it. I decided to take things on my own. Spoke with Peter and Rhian, which by the way this turned into the Beauties and the Geek alliance. Which I'll talk about in a minute. And I spoke with Amanda & Helen who in my mind are definitely the tightest pair in the game. As long as they like me, then I'm more than cool with them.

Everyone seemed to be okay with the plan...except that Faye, Judd & Eric were making things impossible. Once all hell broke loose after I tried swaying Judd I decided it was time to cave and just let the vote fall on Eric. The Aussies caught wind of what I was doing and what Faye was trying to do. Votes came my way but not even close to a majority. Queen Deana rules? I think so. What a stressful vote. This survivor week definitely threw me for a loop and had me work hard with almost no success in what I wanted. Disappointing but I will get my chance.

So speaking of the Rhian & Peter alliance. I don't think Rhian has any modesty when speaking to me about her relationships in the house. She either thinks I'm her follower or she doesn't know how to cover things up. It's clearly evident that 1. She's very close to GinaMarie and 2. She's very close with Peter. I mean I'm not going to deny her an alliance but Rhian to some extent is on my radar. Big big big social threat.

So finally Survivor week is over. And Amanda snatches that HoH. Which by the way, I did terrible. Shocker? Not really. Amanda told me right away I was safe and that all she wanted to do was get Ed out. I think it's hilarious that they tried throwing me under the bus but seriously, like we haven't even spoken in over a week. What are you trying to do? Queen Deana is NOT going anywhere. Sorry to disappoint. Amanda stuck to her word. And I'm seeing everyday more benefit from her to me in this game. She's not only setting herself up for a big fall the moment she doesn't win something but she's also taking the heat. Which I thought I'd come out without even being looked at. But give it up to Sam to go psycho. I was so tempted to respond but nothing crazy. Eventually I decided that it's not the time to fight, it's time to retreat and let him self-destruct. And in one of the most glorious weeks ever, Faye wins PoV which seals one of the Aussies fates in the game. What's ironic is that Sam was being nothing but a jackass to Faye. I literally fanned myself when I saw she won the PoV. I almost bought 10 industrial fans to help me fan myself.

And finally an Aussie hit the dust. I wish it was Ed. We tried putting a last minute plan together between Faye, Judd, Helen and I. (lol at Judd talking to me) But Helen didn't trust that Judd would go through with his word. At that point I didn't even bother changing my vote. I kind of don't care if I get blamed for it. It's evident Sam and I will not be friends anytime soon.

[Colby]

hot pic

[Deana]

Hey you...text me asap. I don't have your number anymore. Oops.

[Deana]

This has been update. About to update with this week.

[Deana]

Week 6 (finally)

This week. <3 & </3

Like...I totally wanted to win HoH but messed up early on because of the boards flopping on me. And then Sam won...ugh. I thought I was doomed and ALMOST dragged myself to IM him and see if we could work things out...until Rhian ~saves~ the day and chose the temptation. Seriously, I couldn't be any happier. I know that Ed is coming for Amanda and that Rhian won't put me up. Could things really be this easy for me around here? It seems so lately. Like I haven't had to win anything to keep myself in the game and I think it mainly attributes to the fact that other people are being sloppy with their games but I'd venture to say that luck is also a factor. It's insane. These nominations suck for me in a personal aspect. I adore Faye. But Rhian hates her guts. I'm not going to deny Rhian what she wants this week. Faye is kind of on her own. I mean at this point it's evident that Faye has other loyalties like choosing Peter and her little "Mafia" alliance which Rhian told me about. I'd assume Peter told her. Which to be honest, it bothers me that Peter tells Rhian everything but it's like let's not tell Deana because she's not important? I don't know. It makes me question where do I stand with them. And I can see them having an alliance with someone like GinaMarie. God knows what's going on. I don't think that at this point I'm in a power position. I do feel kind of safe but not in a power position.

This eviction should be pretty straightforward. But from here on out. Nice Deana is going out the window. Jury is here and time to step it up. I'm ready to do this.

[Deana]

You know like...ya'll can talk. NBD. Entertain me...ask me questions. Tell me Deana is hot. Etc.

[James Rhine]

What's your favourite colour?

[Colby]

have ur nudes from the Miss India pageant leaked yet? jw

[Deana]

Oct 18, 2013 19:51:22 GMT -5 James Rhine said:

What's your favourite colour?

Purple. What is yours? Also Canadian or Australian? favourite make me think you're Canadian?

[Deana]

Oct 18, 2013 20:23:05 GMT -5 Colby said:

have ur nudes from the Miss India pageant leaked yet? jw

Tbh bb like if they leaked you would have been the first person to get their hands on them.