Lets Rice and Roll!

[GinaMarie]

Nov 15, 2013 21:09:05 GMT -5 Ed said:

cyber_life_xx (8:45:09 AM): at the finale you're not gonna out me to rhian to gain a jury vote are you? haha
Ed Lower (8:45:31 AM): what do you mean out
cyber_life_xx (8:45:42 AM): like
Ed Lower (8:45:45 AM): like what part am i not supposed to out lol
cyber_life_xx (8:45:46 AM): tell her i wanted her out
Ed Lower (8:45:48 AM): oh
Ed Lower (8:46:08 AM): well i think ill only talked about how you and i always had each others backs
cyber_life_xx (8:46:19 AM): okay haha

So this was BULLSHIT? Wow, now I know how you really just used our friendship to further your game.

A lot was bullshit. I told you what you wanted to hear and I made a lot of things up to make sure if needed, you were absolutely going to take me to the end. I never felt you were going to and still don't think you would have if you had the choice. I knew touching on the Rhian situation would seem realistic to you and make you think that we were 1000% because you seemed very convinced that I was going to evict her at F4. I knew that regardless of if you made the end or not, you were going to touch on how I told you I wanted Rhian out, so I kept it going even after she left because I didn't want you to know I was lying incase you were in the position to choose someone to go to the end.

I'm sorry, but I didn't use our friendship to further my game at all. I needed to stay in your best graces and I did anything and everything I could to make that happen, especially towards the end of the game. Let's be honest, you weren't taking me to the end of the game. Jade and I talked and you told her everything that you told me, about going to the F2 together. Her status on her profile "Let's get Jaded" is about Jade + Ed apparently, so I don't even want to hear that you're bitter anymore. If you are, then fine, but I know you wouldn't have taken me if you won Final HOH and I know that you also have known who Jade is for a while too.

[Ed]

cyber_life_xx (8:38:25 PM): me too!
cyber_life_xx (8:38:28 PM): omg i was so happy
cyber_life_xx (8:38:31 PM): rhian was so upset
cyber_life_xx (8:38:40 PM): i had to act like i was so pissed off that you won
cyber_life_xx (8:38:45 PM): but i was really really happy
Ed Lower (8:38:52 PM): hahaha
Ed Lower (8:38:53 PM): aww
cyber_life_xx (8:39:01 PM): did you vote already?
Ed Lower (8:39:04 PM): yeah i have
cyber_life_xx (8:39:12 PM): i don't even care if rhian wants jade out
Ed Lower (8:39:15 PM): haha
cyber_life_xx (8:39:19 PM): you and i are the only one's voting haha
Ed Lower (8:39:21 PM): yeah
cyber_life_xx (8:39:25 PM): so its obvious helen is leaving
Ed Lower (8:39:31 PM): yeah she has to
cyber_life_xx (8:39:50 PM): if anyone other than rhian wins pov
cyber_life_xx (8:39:54 PM): rhian leaves next
Ed Lower (8:39:59 PM): yeah i know
Ed Lower (8:40:07 PM): thats why she cant win pov next week
cyber_life_xx (8:40:10 PM): yeah
cyber_life_xx (8:40:14 PM): its so crucial
Ed Lower (8:40:18 PM): definitely
cyber_life_xx (8:40:25 PM): i think either you or her will leave
cyber_life_xx (8:40:41 PM): there's no getting around it this time
cyber_life_xx (8:40:46 PM): so we have to make sure its her

Yup I believe you this is bullshit.

[GinaMarie]

Nov 15, 2013 21:23:30 GMT -5 Ed said:

cyber_life_xx (8:38:25 PM): me too!
cyber_life_xx (8:38:28 PM): omg i was so happy
cyber_life_xx (8:38:31 PM): rhian was so upset
cyber_life_xx (8:38:40 PM): i had to act like i was so pissed off that you won
cyber_life_xx (8:38:45 PM): but i was really really happy
Ed Lower (8:38:52 PM): hahaha
Ed Lower (8:38:53 PM): aww
cyber_life_xx (8:39:01 PM): did you vote already?
Ed Lower (8:39:04 PM): yeah i have
cyber_life_xx (8:39:12 PM): i don't even care if rhian wants jade out
Ed Lower (8:39:15 PM): haha
cyber_life_xx (8:39:19 PM): you and i are the only one's voting haha
Ed Lower (8:39:21 PM): yeah
cyber_life_xx (8:39:25 PM): so its obvious helen is leaving
Ed Lower (8:39:31 PM): yeah she has to
cyber_life_xx (8:39:50 PM): if anyone other than rhian wins pov
cyber_life_xx (8:39:54 PM): rhian leaves next
Ed Lower (8:39:59 PM): yeah i know
Ed Lower (8:40:07 PM): thats why she cant win pov next week
cyber_life_xx (8:40:10 PM): yeah
cyber_life_xx (8:40:14 PM): its so crucial
Ed Lower (8:40:18 PM): definitely
cyber_life_xx (8:40:25 PM): i think either you or her will leave
cyber_life_xx (8:40:41 PM): there's no getting around it this time
cyber_life_xx (8:40:46 PM): so we have to make sure its her

Yup I believe you this is bullshit.

Lol you can keep posting conversations, I don't really care tbh. I just explained how I needed to stay close with you because I was worried about you and Jade and Rhian and I even talked about you two potentially being close. What did you want me to tell you? That I wanted Jade out next and then you go tell her? Lol come on Ed you're smarter than that. Telling you that would have made no sense at all.

[GinaMarie]

I'm surprised you're this bitter to be honest. What happened to being happy if you or I won the game? Or did you tell Jade that too?

[Ed]

well thanks for making me feel like trash
you don't know how personally hurt I am with your comments now. but I guess I deserve it.

[GinaMarie]

Nov 15, 2013 21:42:16 GMT -5 Ed said:

well thanks for making me feel like trash
you don't know how personally hurt I am with your comments now. but I guess I deserve it.

Knowing you told Jade the same thing that you told me all game, I honestly can't say I feel bad. I felt awful, but now I really don't. You used the friendship as much as I did.

[Ed]

seriously?

[GinaMarie]

Seriously what?

[Jade]

Nov 15, 2013 20:58:01 GMT -5 Deana said:

Okay, sorry to interrupt this but I never said I am Canadian. I said I'm from Georgia (still not true, but it's what I told people)

Oh sorry.  I thought when I told you, you said "same" back to me so I was thinking you were as well. 

[Jade]

Nov 15, 2013 20:48:17 GMT -5 Helen said:

Thanks Jade! And you're right we did talk a lot in the beginning of the game but as the rounds went on we got pretty distant probably because I thought you were in on the whole Aussie thing lol! Good luck with the rest of the jury!

Yeah about the aussie thing.  Just to point out, there was NO alliance on that issue at all.  It was just simply me working along side with the people who I trusted and again, you were included in that until we drifted away.