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[Helen]

LOL, another fifth place finish!

SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO LAME!

Shoutout to the amazing hosts and PW's and HC's in this game! It's been a great adventure and I'm glad this was the first ORG I picked up after a three year hiatus!

[Helen]

As for lasting thoughts on the game, I wish I wasn't so gung ho on Femme Fatale and listened to Amanda and the others more when they propositioned turning on Rhian and GinaMarie earlier. I just get so sucked up into friendships and assume everyone is my bestie! I wondered why Rhian didn't put GinaMarie on the block instead of me because obviously Ed would have voted to keep GM and so would I, but whatever! I have no one to blame for my ranking in the game but myself! Shame on me for not being able to win a challenge to save myself or Peter or Amanda. Rhian told me I wasn't going anywhere the week of her HOH and that I was guaranteed Final Four, yet here I am! She's probably not going to get my vote if she makes it to the Finals, lol.

I'm rooting for Ed/GinaMarie to win. Ed because I kept on targeting him when he always voted to keep me, and GinaMarie because she seemed more genuine than Rhian, but who knows! I'm just a bitter bitch right now lmao.

Not sure how I would play this game differently ... I mean, clearly I should -- I've been playing the same way my entire history of ORGs and have always finished in Final Five! Something is not right! I'm such a pushover and need to realize that at the end of the day everyone is there to win and I shouldn't worry about hurting people's feelings! Clearly I got put on the block and voted out by people I thought were my Final Three so that just shows how much the enemy cares! But for this game especially, coming in with zero pre-game alliances and having been out of the loop for three years and then to make it as far as I did (yes, I only won ONE challenge that wasn't important, and YES I was practically a floater if you put me up next to Jade), I'm still pretty proud! I only lied to a couple of people and didn't jeopardize any friendships I made along the way Since I wasn't winning challenges I never had the luxury of safety or immunity to make me feel at ease so I was always fighting, even when the games were over!

Congrats to the Final Four (really? Jade?) and may the best man/woman win!

Kat/Shir, great job hosting! Kat I think you're hilarious and it's so amazing that you're a Britney fan! LET'S DEFINITELY SEE HER TOGETHER IN THE NEXT TWO YEARS! You (and a lot of other people, I'm sure) put so much effort into this game I felt like I was subscribed to some premium ORG website! Shir I always think of you as Charlie from Charlie's Angels lol! Are you just a figment of my imagination or what?! I know you're super busy but I enjoyed the very brief conversations we had!

Estelle/Shadow/Kevin/TJ/Kristen: You're all fun and hilarious! Thanks for hosting some of the challenges for me (Estelle remember, the book is called DIVERGENT!) and TJ thank you for getting me addicted to breeding (in Pokemon, LOL). 83 hours of gameplay and still need the eighth badge -_-

And to everyone else, you're all great and amazing and I'm just sad I didn't get to interact with you all! Thanks for reading my mindless rants and raves and psychotic conspiracy theories LOL. SEE YOU GUYS AROUND!

[Kat]

Aww thanks so much for playing :3 You were amazing!

[Estelle]

You did great and I'm so proud of you. I enjoyed watching you play!

Also thanks for the reminder of the book. I definitely want to check it out!

[Colby]

Love you dahling <3

[Shir]

I am Charlie and I am always watching
You did great <3