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[Jade]

Quick update, sorry it just sucks that I don't have internet at my place anymore since my roommate moved out and that was hers since it was under her name. I can only use it in the lobby area of my building since I can't reach it from my room, that's why my time is limited to being online. And I'm not getting internet until I come back from my vacation which I leave next week-- note that I will have internet next week since I'm just going back home for a bit. That's why I haven't been on a lot in the past week.

[Jade]

Anyways, quick DR update, Week 7:

-Out of everyone who could've won it, of course Peter had to get HOH. Peter, the least person who I've gotten to chat to with but with that, I did speak to him when I could. GM had already told me that there was a plan to backdoor Deana and Peter was all for it however, he wanted to use me and Judd as pawns since he had told Deana and Amanda that Ed would be replacement so they'd use the veto.
Afterwards, I went to talk to Peter and he confirmed everything with me and was being all honest about putting me up as a pawn, that's fine; I appreciate the honesty and I don't think I would be going anywhere since I have numbers on my side to keep me safe.
-So yes, he did wanted to backdoor Deana and he told Deana and Amanda a lie that Ed was going to be replacement so they'd use the veto if they won.

-In the veto, neither of them.. but Judd did! lmfao. Now this part gets a bit tricky, around last week to this week, Judd came to Rhian, Ed and I for a 4 way alliance, we all "agreed" to it since that is another person on our side and we can play along with it but honestly it's the three of us and GM. So we're just gonna use Judd and we'll get rid of him if and when we have to. (So fake alliance with Judd).
Anyways, with that, to prove that I was "loyal" to Judd so he doesn't do anything to throw me under a bus, I thought I let him know that he was going on the block and that Deana was being backdoor-ed. Was that a good move? Yes and no. Yes because I think Judd now thinks that I'm with him because I told him that when he hasn't heard of it before and no because, I get on later in the day and I hear that Judd has told Deana that shes getting backdoor'd. ugh. Which GM told me that someone told Judd of the plan. I panicked on the inside but I tried to remain calm and pretend that I didn't know what was going on and wasn't around the rest of the day til I got on.

Then I spoke to Judd and he said that, he wanted Peter to put up Amanda instead in his place but Peter won't do it cause he obviously wanted Deana out. To me, I think Judd told Deana because Peter wouldn't do what he wanted.

Anyways, Deana ended up leaving. THANK GOD. Yes, I did like her in the beginning but then she got annoying when she started to click with Faye and listen to all of her paranoia.

[Jade]

Week 8:

Last round's target was easy, everyone wanted Amanda gone since she has started to get on our nerves. We couldn't let her win HOH or POV. Anyways, Judd ended up winning which is good for me since I have him close to me.
Rhian, Ed and I all suggested that he put up Amanda and Helen so that had Helen won POV she can't save Amanda and our plan to get her out would be ruined and he seemed to listen to it! THANKS JUDD!

Nothing big went on this round since after Judd won HOH and nominated Amanda and Helen and Rhian won POV, it was a no brainer that we all evicted Amanda instantly.

However, Amanda's parting words are quite funny though, it shows that she knows nothing about me at all. First of all, we never had any alliance, yeah I said that I would work with her until she started to buy into Faye's paranoia about the "Aussie alliance" and got close to her and Deana and obviously I couldn't work with them so DONE TIES THERE.
Also, I believe I was the cause of her and Ed's hate for each other since I remember way back in the early rounds that I told her that Ed was pushing for Bart to stay

Jade (1:23:54 AM): all i know is that Ed won't, he wants bart to stay :-\
Amanda (1:23:55 AM): Peter idk
Amanda (1:24:09 AM): Why?
Jade (1:24:16 AM): idk
Amanda (1:24:20 AM): what he say?
Jade (1:24:41 AM): just that he wanted bart to stay and asked if i was willing to keep him too
Amanda (1:24:54 AM): so hes gonna tell people
Amanda (1:24:57 AM): to keep bart?
Amanda (1:25:02 AM): cause ed cant vote
Jade (1:25:09 AM): oohhh that is right
Jade (1:25:23 AM): errr, i was gonna say what about GM, but then i remember she cant vote either
Amanda (1:25:32 AM): gm, sam and ed cant vote
Amanda (1:25:37 AM): but ed really pushed for bart to stay?
Jade (1:26:10 AM): not really push per se, idk if he asked anyone else though
Amanda (1:26:21 AM): wow
Amanda (1:26:23 AM): im shocked
Jade (1:26:34 AM): did you think you had ed too?
Amanda (1:26:43 AM): he acted like he was on my side
Amanda (1:26:47 AM): to stay
Jade (1:27:15 AM): oohh. well he told me to keep bart before i left soo, idk
Amanda (1:27:23 AM): ty for telling me
Amanda (1:27:26 AM): im gonna watch what i say
Amanda (1:27:28 AM): to him
Jade (1:27:30 AM): i think you're best bet is trying to get deana
Jade (1:27:37 AM): no worries, keep that between you and i
Amanda (1:27:51 AM): you think there are people trying to get me evicted?
Jade (1:28:07 AM): he may try to sway other people but idk if he has yet or not
Jade (1:28:22 AM): im not sure. no one else has spoke to me about voting you out

I think that kinda gave her fuel to have been targeting Ed. Oops!

[Jade]

Week 9:

Peter wins HOH... of course. And now he wants to target Judd since he isn't over how he knew about Deana getting backdoor'd, I again remain calmed as I spoke to him, I figured I'm going to let Judd do all the talking and dig his own grave. Peter says that Judd has been changing up so many of his stories and that it's getting shady; he told me that Judd said that Helen told him and Peter thinks it's only cause he wants to Peter to up Helen since Judd knows that's what the rest of us wants (for Helen to leave next). However, GM told me that Peter and Helen seem to like each other so that wasn't going to happen.
I know that Judd is protecting me in this and it's why I'm not saying anything. I only agree to things when I talk to Peter and say things that he would want to hear like, "everyone will want Judd out because he's been acting shady the whole game".
Peter also thinks that putting me up with Judd because of the best pawn, I'm the safest person and have no enemies. lol Which is fine because again, I have 3 people who would for sure keep me over Judd or Helen (if she was up with me). What Peter doesn't know is that, he should've put up me with Rhian, GM or ED. *giggles* Of course, I'm not going to say that.

[Jade]

I also like how no one has picked up oh my member title yet lol Amanda would've said something on her way out lol

[Kat]

It's all good :3 thanks for the updates

Have fun on yo vacation when you go

[Jade]

Judd is gone this round. Helen apparently blocked him for accusing her of leaking info of the Deana plan. *giggles* Ed, Rhian and I were never in a real alliance with Judd but it did help us and GM always wanted Judd gone.
I'm going to stay silent tonight and hopefully Judd keeps my name off, if anything he'll be campaigning and saying whatever to throw me under to stay. But it won't work because everyone knows that he's been shady all game long and everyone's already made up their minds; so he's not doing anything but burying himself deeper.

[Jade]

I won't be around after this post, it is Halloween after all so if the HOH happens to be live then I can't make it.

[Jade]

Week 10

Easy round, Peter is going and I'm so glad that he didn't win HOH or POV. I rather have him gone now then him winning his way to the end and I would have to sacrifice one of my own allies because of him.

So I guess next round, Ed was telling me that GM told him that Rhian will probably want to make her move and take him out. So either me or him will have to win HOH. Ed will probably put up Rhian and Helen but I don't know what I will do. Only Ed knows that I know of Rhian plan. I'm waiting to see if GM will tell me. I was speaking to her and she asked what I will do if I win HOH and I said Helen, and one of the other 3 will have to be a pawn and since most of their pitch to me was that "I didn't put you up" could put in an awkward position since that is what GM said to me and I can only guess that Ed and Rhian would say that too.

[Jade]

Week 11 & 12

I didn't have much to say about last round, Rhian won HOH and of course she was targeting Ed, all I have to be thankful is that, THANK GOD ED WON THAT VETO. I wanted Helen out and I got that and the final 4 that I wanted. Ed was the one that needed to win that veto for it to happen and I'm glad he did.

Anyways.......... WHOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO FINALL 4!! 3 BLONDBOMBSHELLS AND A GUY! <3 <3 <3
Now this is comes down to the veto, I like to think that Rhian and Ed would be gunning for each other and if that's the case, GM and I are guaranteed final 3. Even though, it all depends on the veto, having the HOH would be nice since it would already guarantee a place in the final 3.

If Ed doesn't go this round, Jaded is going to the end,

[Jade]

I have a feeling that if Rhian won veto, she would probably evict me.

[Jade]

Fuuuuuuuuuck. That HOH was not good on my computer nor my internet. I could've gone for like 5 hours too. :/ Such an unfair way to go out.  I'm actually really mad.  This was the one challenge that I knew I would've done well.  And I probably won't be around much tomorrow that's why I wanted to win this part so I wouldn't have to be on again til part 3.

[Jade]

Eh, it's not like I needed to win that HOH, it would've just been nice to have win under my belt.... but then again, I would've been in a tough decision, I said to Ed that we would be in the final together but also that I know that he would win by a long shot.
GM has already told me that she's taking me had she won and had Ed won, I can probably bet that he would take me too so it's was a 50/50 of winning that HOH for me. Again, it would've been nice to win but then again I was thinking, did I really want it? I've been practically the safest person in this whole game. I didn't need challenge wins to secure my spot, I had a tight alliance.

[Jade]

HOLY SHIT. final 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111111 Sometimes I keep wondering how the fuck am I still here when I have lost internet for 2 whole weeks and have not been online communicating actively. ROFL.

It saddens me that Jaded is broken up though </3  However I do love some JadeMarie too.

[Jade]

I pretty much did a lot of reverse psychology in my answers! lol